sad day~

sad blue day.
well.. having attitude prob again. mum was the victim..
soo SOrrY.. i didnt meant to be rude de..
but, i know she understands. & thanks for acc me to bt timah.
hmm.. went to westmall shop for 2 tops & had a lousy meal. simply AWFUL!
ohwell, reached home ard 4pm . time always pass faster when u r not at home.
mum wanted to go vivo.. but i insist not to..
ohwell, i don't feel like gg there..
some personal feelings.
but when time comes, i'll bring her there. *chuckles*

right now, i'm all alone in the living room, listening to music..
most of the time didn't use too much thinking & just blog..
but now seems different.. many things appear in my head..
all the good ones, bad ones (esp).. however, they are all memories isn't it?
hmm.. human .. cOMpLExITy..!!
why do ppl throw a thousand & million of qns for you to answer? *cruelty*
people come & go.. some stay, some leave(passer by in one's life)..
actually, nothing influence them..
it's all about willingness & choice.

*thinks* what can i do tmr..? after tmr..?
i shall make my week worthwhile.. not to waste anymore..
freedom is given to me yet, i've neglected it.. stupid isn't it ?
yes.. indeed i am..
freedom will be confiscated soon. real soon~
so, i shall not take things for granted..
treasure what u have now..

there's super loads of things i've not learn..
slowly.. i will.. i believe..
hope things will get better..
shan't think too much..
hurt alot alot~
sooooooooo..
be happy when the sun is out everyday..
it's a new start~
U r the one who take control of ur day..
it's how u want ur day to be like.. ((:

alright.. tts all for today.. turning in soon..
take care.. good night all~ =D