what-am-i-feeling

tied up by work this week and it'll be the same for the ongoing weeks.
busy holidays.
but.. i'm still gonna play hard!

nothing seems to please me with my ridiculous attitude/feeling.
=( i hate myself for this.

wet my pillow ytd and my big bolster, today.
the tissue on my bed wiped my tears in the night (:
thanks marmie for the tissue though (:


so much to say yet so lil to write..