my heart hurts

i'm tired... i really am..

i don't know why....

but i can feel that she's tearing secretly.... even now...

what can i do...? how can i help?

it breaks my heart.... 

thanks friends who are concerned (: 

i will find my smile back....

-in deep thoughts- 

i believe everything happens for a reason

i believe we will learn something after every incident

i'm still in a dilemma.

shd i go back? too many things to consider...

tired . . . . . . . . . .