my heart hurts

i'm tired... i really am..

i don't know why....

but i can feel that she's tearing secretly.... even now...

what can i do...? how can i help?

it breaks my heart.... 

thanks friends who are concerned (: 

i will find my smile back....

-in deep thoughts- 

i believe everything happens for a reason

i believe we will learn something after every incident

i'm still in a dilemma.

shd i go back? too many things to consider...

tired . . . . . . . . . .

i'm beat..

just got home not long ago and i'm feeling tired.
so .. pics will be up tmr (:

went to bestie's hse for no reason.
we enjoy going out w/o any reason most of the time =D
3 of us went sheng siong with her mum. hahas

i shd go sleep now.
nights!

b4 i sleep..

some bloggings first before i jump into my bed with my comfy softy blanket and pillowsss..

it was a normal day on the 14feb for me. spent the whole day wahjong-ing. & im loving it (:
my addiction for now (:

& on friday, had guitar practice. spent exactly 1/4 of the day practising (:

shall practice real hard for the concert!

and.. thanks, ahB for the vday gift! (:

& on sat, spent my time wahjong-ing on my bed again. till late noon, we went to uncle's hse for his bday cum cny celebration. uncle's wifey is a Thai and her cooking is superb! especially...
TOM YAM SOUP! damn. it's my all time fave... i had 3 bowls (: (: (: i want more!!
as usual, the adults are gambling. and i'm happy to hear dad having some winnings.. & we were feeling very tired while waiting for them to end the game.. yawns
i think i'm lucky though. picked a $5 note in the cabbie. lols!
but!!.. i'm not lucky in wahjong-ing just now..

most importantly... i've made a choice (:

at least, eased my mind a lil.

okie, my bed is calling me..
nights world!

wondering..

in sch lib ytd..

when i look directly to my right (:

thurs ; guitar practice

while walking to canteen (:

my naughty lil cheeky bf (: (: (:

randomized pics!

took off today. accompanied marmie to check up. walked ard TAKA, WISMA, PS and home sweet home.. i'm too tired to shop.. felt so silly because marmie asked whether i like any clothes, she pay for it. but.. i'm really too tired to look around. hence, empty handed.

hahas. ok lah. help her to save money ^^

tired tired

craving for cold cold desserts~ woots

goodNight!

was damn tired today!!

slept for ard 3 hrs and had to go work early in the morning.

after working.. me, sis, roger, elaine and silas meet up at Selegie area.

went to the beancurd shop and had some light food..

i didnt eat much.. no appetite..

thus i only drink iced grass jelly.

after that, we headed to PS for a walk and waiting for time to pass..

Finally ard 5plus, we head to the place which roger made reservation for sis's bday (:

Pictures shall do the talking now ..

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO SIS!!

While walking in... finally.. Hillcrest Rd..

Finally!! Peperoni Pizzeria!

There's crayons and vanguard sheet on the table..

hehes..

Ta-DAh! my workpiece.. i know it's like shit lols!!

Fish Sticks

Beef Balls

Hawaiian & Salmon Pizza (2 in 1) 21 inch big

Well done.. CLEARED!

after this, we walked some distance and headed to another place..

for.. ICE CREAM!

passed by this place.. lols!

Island Creamery! =D

Apple Pie ice cream -yummy-

After that, home sweet home (:

Sighs.. sch starts le =(

i've not rested yet!!

you mademy day (: tthecall..thosewords..

321th

today marks the 2nd day of sch holidays
the day is going to end soon~
boo!

have been working these few days..
working 2 diff job in a day is really tiring
KUDOS to ppl who can actually take up a few jobs at a time
and ppl who work full time n study part time
how can they do that?!
really need a lot of determination and must be perseverance enough!

today i only work at Swiss..
but after napping in the noon, im still so tired!!
i need my beauty sleep so seriously!!
lack of sleep really makes one ugly in every way!
be it the complexion or whatever..
but worst is that it will affect your mood and attitude.
it sucks totally!!

ytd worked at Swiss, came home slack and nap abit
off to work again after that
had a super mini celebration with Peiyu!
Happy 19th Birthday!
hope u'd like IT!

after work went out awhile with des & silas
des so poor thing LOL
drove here and there but still couldn't find the place where i was waiting!
well, 2 of them don't know the route.. hahas! BOO
had supper at a ulu prata shop..
the iced tea is damn nice!
head to 496 awhile and chit chat till 12 plus
homed

woke up 515am today!
SHAGGED!

and the day goes....

fast update!

before i turn in..
shall blog something..
am bored Wahahas!

lesson as usual
everything's alright
had guitar practice after sch
damn tired!

this piece is challenging!
RoarS!
gonna practice real hard for it
nice piece ^^
finger tips are hardened and skin came off :'(
well.. it's not enuff..

a small reminder to all.
don't live in the past
MOVE on! (:

okay i know it's random..

sigh.. it's so difficult for me to erm.....

well, tht's all!
^^

OH YAH!
happy children day to ALL! ((:

dead beat!

im super exhausted now
after long hrs of guitar practicing
okay. today's practice ended late so i gt home late too :S
something funny happened again.. with kun rong around
it made me laughed so hard and long..
just couldn't stop laughing.
i wish i could be doing this more often (:
can i?

my new class; E35R
okay, it's far! sigh
hopefully everything will turn out good
shan't comment anything now xD
cux i know nuts bout this class

that shd be all for now..
tired !!

tiredy!

im very tired today!!
thanks to insomia i had ytd!

guitar practice all day.
im so not in the mood today..
dont feel like doing any talking at all.
perhaps im tired.

took the same bus as my guitar mate
a malay guy.. shees i forgotten his name! =x
he didnt alight at his stop
& i didnt ask why
near btbatok..
him: i send u home ah.
me: haha! no need la. you gg bbdc right?
him: no.. temple..
me: oh(convinced).. really ah?(after thinking twice)
him: no la bbdc
me: chey hahahhas!
bad of him.. lols!

boohoo..
tmr another long long day..
performance coming soon.. real soon
im bad at timing.. realli bad!
buck up lar!

tht's all.

tired sunday

it's like so finally after saying
hundred thousands n million of times.

was super tired during service today.
went church alone cux sis had to work
today luh ..

stomach wasn't feeling well.. since
morning
leave church with cousin lovel n leeson
to grandma's place
slept immediately after reaching till 4
plus.
shiok ehs!

come to think of it, it's so
sian.
cux tmr's is mon..
BlUeS.
again, presentation n stuffs.. so kinda
sick of it..

tue having UT again.. finally it's
the 4th
3 more weekS to
HOLIDAYs!
counting down ..
hehs.

i shall get started,
REALLY!

always so disappointed with myself..
darn!

i don't feel like talking to ppl today.
no why. i dont know why
either.

-peace-

YAWN

okay people, i shall update smth b4 i go ZZZ!
im so tired a super long day for me! 12hrs plus in sch!?
alrights.. had guitar lesson just now. lesser peeps turn up~ why?!
niway, able to figure out the whole song now. just that need more practising!!
quite contented though (:
alright, monday guitar practice again! wee~

actually.. nth much happened today..
arghs.. im super sleepy now..
i need ALOT of rest actually..
just one day....ONE particular day, i will collapse!! when? God knows.
awaiting for that day to arrive.

hmm.. working tmr!! *SIANs*
hmm.. okok.. after listening to so many preaches and teachings of how to be a positive thinker, i now should LEARN to be one!
okay! work = $$ = kill time = good (:

enough of crapping..
nites PEEPs.

tiredy day~

oh my~
im damn tiredy today!! SLEEPY throughout the whole lesson.
hope UT today will fare well.

ytd went bowling after sch with sis, roger, bh n ivan~
broke my nails.. booo~
fell in the lane.. so darn paiseh n rushed back.
didnt know it was a strike then. haa.. big sacrifice!
alrights. quite fun though it's tired.
b4 tat, had dinner at westmall. (:

hmm.. was quite alright in sch lar. just that im tired n feeling a bit weird in the body~
sighx..
however, after presentation i'm fine =)

oh yea.. goodie news for me!
from next week onwards, i can go out on fridays after sch!!
wee.. guitar practice will change to every monday instead. cool cool!
thank God for this.

what else.. nth much.. gonna sleep soon..
hees.

what a tired day..

aww. what a tiring day~
alright.. today is so slack in class lar..
the problem statement was quite easy..
no ppt needed for presentations. vangard sheet was given n ya, using tt to present instead.
well well well..
really damn slack during class.. no discussion was made..
lol. some pics n headings were drawn n written n tadA!.. done with it.
everyone of us took one point to say..
n yah.. i was damn embarrassed !
no preparation no nth... then went up.. LAUGH!
duh!! mind was blank.. WQ took over.
later, i present again. dont know what im saying lar.
but nvm. =]]
hmm.. wanted to meet ivan initially.. n tot class wld end rather late..
however, end at 4 plus la.. so .. msged him n said nt meeting..
err, while walking to cwp with zen, amileen n rachel .. we decided to go town.
lols.. but only me, ami and zen..
was damn tired lar.. bought a red shortS! love it man~~~
after tt, return home to do evaluation before it ends..
so...... rushed home n rushed to meet besties for pratA!!
woots. it's been some time since i have prata..
all of us were dead beat`~~
then home sweet home.
lalala. tired tired~

weekends r gone!

it's fast.. weekends r over..
i hate Sundays. no why. just hate it!
ytd went cousin hse to swim! yeah.
now muscleache. wonderful!
had steamboat oso =]] yah! n getting FATTER obviously.

how bout todAY..?
so tired n lazy. didnt go church.
dragged my feet to work.
yawning filled my workplace. lols.
what else. gd supervisor let me leave early upon hearing that i have to wake up early tml!
well, after this i shall go sleep. =]

hope this coming week will be a better ones..!!!!
take care.

lousy day in sch

ai yoyo~
what a lousy day in school.
LOL.. well, it's sci module u see...
hard problem statement given again..
everyone in the team tends to slack n be "lazy"
yea.. and everyone was presenting things that we dont really know. LOl
roarSs. is bad isnt it..
but who cares...
So damn sleepy, freaking cold, fUcking tirEd today lar.
after sch went to bpp to get a cake for cousin then to grandma's place.
glad to hear some things..
but sad to do some things. LOL
niway... tml shall rest rest rest!..
yea, just now went jp with mum n sis.....
embarrassed incident happened.. i FELL. omg!
that was like so MALU Can..............
ahhs.
tired Day~!

boReD!

ROARS!..
so damn bored... n tired... Sigh~
lalalala.... today isnt a good day..
cux it rained when on my way to sch! urghs! hate it man..
and of cux .. late for sch =]
hmm.. went lunching with classmates..
nice chicken rice. ^^
getting fat le la!! everytime lunch~
hmmmmmmmmmm......
what else.. ..
yah! today's module is kinda interesting..
laughters filled the room when presenting! so FUN!
&
realised i hate doing talking at times.. no idea why~ so no mood!
ai yoo.. tmr's science module~ headache again ..
hope tmr will be a better day! hopefully it will..
and it's FRIDAY tmr! weeee.. ..
hehs..
alright. sorry if my entry is soo damn dull lar..
will update more interesting stuff n pics if possible.

take care peeps.

from bad to good!

monday.. it was so damn blue.
however, i'm back to last week's team!! {monday module}
yeah!! gdgd. improvement! we tend to talk more .. more rubbish oso. LOL
it was so fun =]]
today's problem solving was darn tough.
ALL were squeezing brain juices.. urghs..
but, Hey~ we were quite pleased after our presentation.
but.. i'm nt sure bout my daily grade.. cux didnt really talk today. .
well, it's over and we'll see how tmr ! =]

ya, today while waiting for liana to walk to sch, i saw zhiwang.
LOL. dont know why.. i was stunned.. couldnt recognise him hehs..
wanted to have lunch tgt.. however, timing were clashed. so.. maybe tmr! =]

n yea, today's the fiesta..
joined some IG. but not sure whether will get in not lar.
but who cares... =]]

n yah!.. my ytd was, gg to church in morning n home n work..
so lousy lar..

alright.. am tired now eh.. ZZz sleeping in an hr plus time!
wee..
nites.

3rd day of sch!

3rd day of school.. yawns!
just done with my quiz, evaluations n RJ!!! today's RJ is easy.. smile for tt ((=
but.. WTH! was damn so FRUSTRATED !!
team members today were so quiet lar! .. no discussion.. ..
did the ppt almost my own.. -__-"
but quite good that 2 of them helped me with the coding thingy.. am contented to figure it out in the end. hahas. ^^
so.. quits. (=

hmm.. what can i say...
other than sch still school.. hah! =S
n yea.. needa brush up for my presentations!!!!!
SPEAK SPEAK SPEAK ! {..properly!..}
alright.. tml's module looks tasty..
Wahahas. let's look forward to it. =]]

had been so tired after sch lar.. issit cux of the long journey ? or waking up early?
Well, BOTH! .. ..
i wanna sleep till Full lar.. but this week cant... =(
WORK on weekends. hais..

TC.

hmmm..

1st day of sch

first day of sch.. everything goes quite smoothly..
just tt am so tired!!
it's been so long since i've do a presentation.
esp... ppt lar.. hai yoo.. and..
quite proud of myself.. at least something is produced lar. LOL
today presentation isnt tt good.. shall work harder on it!
met up will silly at WM to have our 3 in 1 meal.
later, crab joined us. =] after a short while, we left home..
; joke for today on the bus - CHAR SHAO PIE !
ROaR!! it was so embarrassing laughing alone in the bus ok!
-hp flat- *worst! cant looked at it and acted i smile on it*

alright.. ytd went kBox with besties!
took some pics. shall upload it when i get from judi!..

TIRED DAY...

back frm orientation..

baCk from orientation...
SO TIRED......
dont know why.. was nt paying attn to what the faci was saying..
not heart to.. just too tired..
haas.. hope i wont be like tt when sch really start!
hmm.. my class ppl .. still dont know yet.. haha
cux haven really talk..
as usual.. first day. all was introvert..
but nvm.. time will tell.. have to accept be it good or bad. lols.
it's only 80 days niway.. haaas..

hmm.. backed home n super tired..
other than tired still tired!!!
tmr im nt gg to orientation. hahas. zzz
shall enjoy my 2 off days le bah..

hees. . okies.. shall update again ..
x__x