lost of direction

finally sick. but it's not that serious.
went to see doc after church which i never intend to.
sis's bf was sick too.
so decided to visit the doc too..
immune system is running low.
time to replenish my energy!..
tiredness is the main caused, i guess.
well .. anyway.. i love it when i'm sick badly.
it's the time i can feel sooo much love than usual =}
HEH!

many thoughts lately.
thoughts that make me wanna hide and cry.
i need to learn to accept things.
yes, i'm learning..

somanythingsiwannaaskyou
butimafraidtoheartheanswer


i want to stop thinking.
im confused.