the worst feeling

this is one of the worst feelings i've ever been through.
the feeling of losing without knowing any reason.
it's worst than breaking up with a bf/gf, i swear.
can you imagine.. there's no way u can find someone.
with no communication device at all.
yes i know going up to the place where he/she lives.
but it's not a good idea to do it at all.
we don't know what exactly has happened.
i'm really lost, feeling helpless and everything else.
tears never fail to roll down my cheek whenever this thought came up to me.
I will really pray hard to get this person back for this someone, i can't afford to lose.
all i can do now is wait, wait and still waiting..
but i'm really impatient to wait. i hate waiting!
but i don't mind to wait for this person when we get to meet again.
please appear right in front of me, will you?
i will never give up.
i will be the happiest person once u appear. i will be...