temperamental days

i'm sorry for those temperamental days. my mood hasn't been right till now. perhaps.. i know why. but there's no one who's suitable to know it. the one whom i will always turn to is not beside me.. i seriously miss this person.

many unpleasant issues have been brought up to me by different ppl.. it's suprising that mr.policeman came and talk to me about it. i'm sorry people, i'm speechless and i'm no longer one who can say those comforting words and thanks for consoling me instead. i'm no longer who i am and i'm losing myself. i needa find myself back.

it hasn't been easy all these while.
no one understands it.

i wish u were here with me, not in my dreams.