why is it so hard to comprend?

i can't figure why i'm feeling this way..
a lousy feeling (:

this public holiday, the 10th of aug was spent fruitfully.
attended baby shower at cck and headed to town to celebrate sly's bday.
Happy Birthday Sylvester!

got home at 12plus am. tired after walking so long with their mother. xD

i'm still wondering if i should....