xmas eve '07

merry christmas everyone!

sometimes.. i rather forget or to know that oh, it's either a public holiday or it's a special day for some occasion..
especially when i do not get to have wonderful programmes gg on.
hence i will feel really really meaningless lah and uninteresting..
it's just a simple day like other normal days.
however, my mindset doesn't work this way.
oh well.. ha!

another yr of xmas has arrived..
after today, time will pass extremely fast!
and a new year will be here.
i did not have any resolutions so far in my life.
perhaps, i shd come out with one this coming yr?
hmm..

i really don't understand myself..
and i don't know what's with me nowadays..
im really tired of doing things..
things that seem to be so unimportant to me!
when can it stops?

i tried after so long..
and it came out to be the outcome i expected yet it's not the one i want it to be.
after some thoughts, i realised...
it can never be the same anymore &.. it no longer matter to me anymore
what is meant to be will find its way

oh well, it's christmas!
i shd be happy!
and i will be celebrating at grandma's hse later!
=D

meeting by late at night..
so much i wanted to tell her..
i shall wait for the time to come =)
hope i wont break down tmr!
lol..

enjoy everyone!
it's Jesus's Birthday!!!