rolling tears & bursting lungs

my tears rolled down when i was coughing so so so badly!!!! yes.. i cried and eyes were red even until the end of work.. amazing huh?

i guess my lungs were pumping ferociously when i was coughing huh? yea. it hurts somehow. my throat too. and the feeling of vomiting, but nth comes out is very sucky lah. not even the phlegm. EEEWs.

hahahaha. apart from how lousy i was feeling.. even till now..!!,

today marks my last day of work @ tuas. a sigh of relief and the feeling of freedom. after the bus passed by the co. my heart sunk immediately. the reminisces i had for the past 2 mths will never be forgotten.

feeling empty now :(

I HATE COUGHsssss!!! :( it's irritating, noisy and painful!!! for the first time, i asked marmie for cough medi but she insisted that i can't take it :( consumed some medication to reduce phlegm earlier on.

arghhhh....... i need that cough pill that will make me drowsyyyy!!! my hse used to have it. but now? idk.

caught Prince of Persia and i thought it was not bad (: though i really dislike that cinema!! smelly n stuffy!!! BOOOHOOO! it was the companion that matters most(: short meet up but it was great. we shall have a longer session soon huh.

i need to keep myself reminded that today is FRIDAY!!! NOT SATURDAY!!

for goodness sake. i keep thinking that tmr is a sunday.. how confusing..

i guess im turning in early tonight. goooooooodnight!

terrible; need you now

my looks are horrendous!! lack or sleep or falling ill? i don't know.. something's wrong..

had a sudden headache and super dry n itchy throat @ work :(

colleague commented that my eyes looked weird today and i totally agree. oh no....

received the long awaited letter (:

2 more months to sch starts. how great! :D

addicted to the song "Need You Now by Lady Antebellum". awesome (:

exactly how i feel sometimes..

time to rest, goodnight.

eyes sored suddenly last night. and many were saying my eyes are swollen/red. it's kinda sucky and my face just look so w.e.i.r.d partly is becuz im deprived of sleep. i barely sleep last night and slept near 5am.

i hate to sleep angry too. it sucks TOTALLY, for goodness sake.

the following day wont be a pleasant one, for sure. what can i do? tell me...?

im in a dilemma whether to have a nap now or not to. argh. why am i bothered by such minor issue? yea, i hate myself at times like that.

everything is not so right actually. bye.

just some random thoughts

finally it's saturday. but i smell boredom today :( err...

anyway, i had a wonderful breakfast(or issit lunch? whatever) with marmie and papa. 3 of us had a wonderful conversation again. it's nice, as usual.

sometimes.. i want to have the best. the best of some things. can i have it?

God knows.

oh well.. i suddenly got the urge of.... doing something unusual. but i can't figure what is it. oh damn.

:(

Poly Graduation

a part of memories to be kept.

random; CORN SNACKS

okay, i've been dozing off while doing work these 2 days. it's terrible. i need 48hrs of sleep luh.

on a random note, i miss the corn snacks @ daiso. but i couldn't find it that time :( awws.

vexed about some things. argh.

i've been spending 90% of my free days outside recently. it's so unhealthy. isn't really the life i want. i need rest. but on another hand, i wish to spend time with my friends. . . only if i have 101% energy every single day.. everything would be possible.....

busy weekends

totally worn out after one week full of events; work, graduation, chalet, church wedding. wedding dinner later on. had a 7hr nap yesterday but still not enough as i couldn't sleep early last night. when will the tired feeling vanish?

10 more days to end work!! i don't feel like working for now.. i need a break from work.

i will regret for sure.. but wellssss..

i shall go catch some sleep now! :D

goodnight. teehee.

caught a nap, finally.

off days are gone. but it was a fruitful one ytd though there were frustrations. had a meet up with the guys and lynda for dinner after grad ceremony. updates for graduation are still KIV. photos in sis's dcam.

had a nap just now but i'm still feeling so tired.. . no mood for a proper meal. don't know what i want now. maybe ice cream? (: i shall stock up more tubs.

i jolly well know that i need income for myself but why am i anticipating the last day of working? im outta my mind.

i yearn for another overseas trip. but when?...

work starts tomorrow :( BORING.

sometimes, the day is just not urs.

we can doing nothing but to accept it.

oh well, damn it.

i miss tioman now

:D memories are locked.