TIRED.PISSED. what's next?

AHH! PISSED!
spoilt my mood. it's onli the beginning of the day alright!..
hope things will get better! ..
IRKS! =(

wonderful day =]

yes. its a wonderful day with ah siao n ah cha.. =]
went to grandma's place in the noon. n hanged till 4..
took bus no. 960 to bugis n meet them. ^^
went to a bubble tea hse n chatted. laughter was present as usual.
then went to walk walk. bought 4 items for the day. spent $83.80 =(
hmm.. then went back je for dinner n home sweet home. =]
tired..n yea.. tml another shoppin day.. shall not spend ssooo much!
must control!!

nitez.

upset stomach!!.. sleepless night..=(

urgghs! i didnt sleep in the night..
guess it's the iced mocha n spicy chilli i ate for supper..
hais..painful experience..
had 2 short naps at diff time. hahas.. went to market with mum in the morning..
had the urge to go.. hehes..
though i just woke up, im still feeling tired.. ZZZ help!!
one thing for sure.. cant sleep at night le!! hais..
gotta adjust my correct sleeping timing b4 sch starts!
and yea, due to sleepless night, i planned my to-buy-list ..
guess what.. 14 items i gg to get! man... gotta cost me aBOMB... hais.. shall strike off some of it. .
hmmm.. brain is dead now... shall update again..=]

super beat!

IM DEAD BEAT !!!

went RP buy laptop^^ think WE r noisy during the configuration thingy lar.. =x
phototaking -____-" shuck!

had PaStA for breakfast N lunch.. FULL!!
went back home to put down my stuffs..
went to 500plus... then meet Yc..
ALL 3 of us r tired! ... mood wasnt tt right i guess...
went off at 6 plus plus...

AM REALLI tired noW.. .. ..
YAWNS!!! ZZZzz..

before tt, i wanna give my MS Silly a biG hUg!!!!!
aWWs.. LOve u SO much..
thanks for aCc me to RP..had a long long long journey..
tire u out ler.. sOoRRy!
thanks again~!

dead- ZZz

URL changed! =D

oh yea.. DECIDED to Change my uRl after chatting with YC. =]
hmm.. hate my privacy to be intruded by some ppl out there.
so, i shall select who to view my blog oso ..
yea. later gotta work.. so gg to prepare soon! =]]
update again! =D

headaches !! =[

a week has passed..
well.. things changed gradually. maybe it's a good start.
cux, everything happens for a reason.
=]
yeah! finally gt my shorts!! army shorts! LOL.. thanks Ivan.
hmm. had dinner after tt at the jap stall & went to imm for a short while n off i went to meet By n Yc. ^^
met them at canal.. then after tt to prata hse. lol.
as usual, back to my place n tgt, we use friendster tgt, see ppl's blog.. LoL!
it's just so fun doing these tgt rather than doing it alone. =]]
hmm.. april is approaching soon eh.. sch starting soon too. =]]
3 more weeks to go!! wow.
hmm.. sometimes i'd wonder... what's the purpose of life?
lols. . well.. tts random i think.
yea, n im realli sick of working at times.. realli sick. hais.
but w/o work, i earn shit! hai..
having headaches now... gg to die soon! LOL..
errrr.. gg to work later on... tireD..
zzz

what a sat... =[

lousy sat.. nth to do.. no prog for me..
actualli there is.. but .. having stomach cramps.. so delay till now..
lol.. after the cramp, headache come.. hais..
what hell ~
hmm.. later meeting Ivan to take my shorts.. yeah~ =]
after long long time to decide where to meet, finally it's jurong~LOL!
oso good.. did something i love doin .. feeling nice..
hmm.. well. gg to get ready soon.... if not lazy again .. haas.. update again ba.. ^^

ranDom..

after loggin in the 2nd time, i decided to post smth.. was damn bored..
but, it's gonna be super R.A.N.D.O.M!
firstly, dunno when i was dreaming tt it was onli the beginning of FEB this yr.. n yes.. it was a dream..
What a dream.. WAke Up man! it's gg to half yr soon.. rEAl Soon!
oh well.. n .. i think im realli getting Fatter.. hais..
n.. when im on my way back on the bus, i suddenly MISS ms silly's LAughter (loud one) hahas.. i want to hear it again!!! pleaSe ~~
n yah~ was Damn Sway.. broke my bracelet..hais.. wore it for mths.. now now it's gone..
not onli tt, i broke mum's claypot.. what hell is this man...
is smth bad gg to happen??
hais.... whatever shit.. cant be bothered...im just so tired of thinking stuffs.. gonna heck everything once again..
tml.. or later(sat) is gonna be a messy day.. haven plan what to do for the day.. shall heck again.
n yea.. it's a lousy friday.. =[
whatever... but i gt FREE cakes today.. dunno why oso..
choco fudge n choco truffle..
oh ya.. during work, a lil lil cute boy was eating the doughnut from our shop.. then he looked at me with an innocent look n said "hello, jie jie...." awww.. melts my heart alright! =]
alright . nth more..nites all..^^ tts was the happiest moment for me today.

lovely friends came to my hse

wee.. ytd off.. was slacking at home the whole day.
had nap till 8pm.
ard 10 plus By & Yc came to my hse, get changed n off we went jogging!
luckily we were early.. if not. . vRBrrooom.. RAIN!
hmm. went back to my hse to get some $$ for... prata~ lols!
u guys must be thinking.. jog n eat. . LOL.. no la-sa .. yea?
hmm.. but nvm . . at least we JOGGED. =D
hmm. . then i suggested tt they stay over at my hse lar.. since it's late & raining..
=] acc Yc home to take her stuff for work & went to 7-eleven to buy stuffs n back to my hse!
had girls' talk in my room.. small lil secrets here n there. love lying on my bed, with the radio on n lights off while chatting.. n the staring of my glowing stars above the ceiling.. woo.. can u imagine. .. nice isnt? LOL!
just love the feeling lar.
this morning, went to 300 plus there to have breakfast.. hees.. then Yc went to work n By came back to my hse and ZZZ.
RIGHT NOW, she's still on my bed! wow.. lols. i slept for onli 3 hrs. . . hmm. used to it le.. latest 12 will auto wake up .. hmm.. SIAN. later gotta work lar.. hais. . sad case. .
tml enrolment ler. troublesome! .. but getting laptop soon! hees. happy!
alright. . shall update tml ba?
take care. .

easy monday

today is an easy day for me..
as usual, went to work.. was anticipating for the return of my sis.. however, i onli gt to see her at night..
oh ya. cux she went to Thailand . . =]
BY wanted cake. so i bought from my shop .. it's my fave tirA ..hees.
then went home waiting for By n Yc to come over to my place to change n get ready for.. jogging!
yeah! i love jogging.. it's beem 3 mths plus~ . .urghs. . so damn long lor~
hmm.. then acc my sis to take cab..she's gg to meet bf.
then off we went jogging.. all i can say is. . . night jog is definitely better than morning jog.. err i mean the feeling.. esp when listen to mp3 too ya..
stamina not good. . hmm.. but slowly .. hees ..
oh ya.. then after jog, we went back to my hse to take money.. n off we went to prata. LOL!
then went back to my hse again .. hmms.. Yc said she loves coming to my place..cux gt the homely feeling.. hahas! alright. come more often ba.. then stay my hse if u wan.. lols!
well ..thurs gg down to rp for enrollment.. thx By for bringing back the letter n help me print the stuff..
thanks le, ms silly.. =D
alright.. actually now am tired.. shall update again ba.

All i need is TIME..

how i wished i can buy TIME.. hmmm..
i need it seriously. . .
why isit tt all the things i get to do will involve in him ..
be it work, sch, songs, whatever more n more...
i dont know how i will react if i see him in future. . haa. stupid isnt it..
hmm.. whatever. . shall nt think think think so much. . .. . but i do miss him. .
miss doing all the things we've done..
that was all in the past.. nev will this happen again ... never again . .
take care . . . =]
& i do appreciate my friends. really loves them lots!.. esp . . jas & by !!
haha. . i dunno what to say to u all.. but . . i really love all the outings, talking, laughing, siao-ing, whatever stuff.. with u guys.. ^^
tc too~~

IT HAS ENDED.

wanted to blog something nice bout fri & sat.
but it no longer matter .. cux everything has ended just like tat.
haa.. well..... i know.. he tries v hard.. but.. what is meant to be will find its way..
i didnt blame him.. no one's at fault. =]
it's better this way. im sure =] so.. why not? nth to sad about right?
hmm.. just have to get used to it.. hahas.. funniest joke ever~
alright.. that's all ... =]
take care all..

everything was just fine ytd..

let's end with a smile. =] tc..

i smell the rain!!

wooos~! at this moment.. i SMELl the RAin!!
my fave!! weets.. isnt it nice... WoW.. lols..
Off day.. shd spend wisely.. if not... tml & fri gotta work hard ler! hais.. needa do closing.. kinda sian lar..
but nvm... with Felicia ard, i wont be bored ler.. hehes..
hmm.. feeling kinda sian now.. a bit sleepy too.. lols.. what shd i do now.. later gg out with seasons? LOL.. movie? hmm nt sure.. no one cfm the time lehs.. hope i wont get lazy to go out hah...
hmm.. maybe shall update again later on at night ba.. now nth much.. jus feeling sian so came here .. hiak hiak!
can the weather turn colder colder colder...? like dec! lol.. tt wld be real nice lor! .. =] weather is my remote control.. lols! controller of my mood .. Wahahas.. ^^ yea.. end here first. update again!! =] take Care all..
have a nice day ahead yea.. ^^

upDates.. @ 2110
What A LOuSy Day....... sigh..
sometimes.. i'll just wonder. . . am i making the right choice...?
shd i give in when im the one being treated unfairly?..
what u said hurt me deeply.. v v v v v deeply.. ..
sorry is not what i want to hear. .. i dunno what to tell u either .. .
it's just a v v v v v short time tgt.. & im feeling tireD? ... haa.. tell me what shd i do... im just a nobody? or im just ur friend's spare tyre...
get it right... i shant let this bother me again.. tired though.........
-what is meant to be will find its way-
hope someday u will wake up & realise things ard u...
speechless....

updates @ 0132
hmm.. realli had a lousy day today.. acc cousin down to buy their things...
& my erollment letter is here ler... hmm.. good.. v good.. starting school on 16 apr.. time for me to study hard ler.. shant let things bother me.. =]
feeling realli realli sad jus now lar.. & thanks CW for helping me print the stuff & passed it to me.. ^^ hmm.. then after tt, went to meet seasons...
was super moody at first.. was v quiet... then BY think something's nt right.. but i dun wish to mention la.. since the time has not come.. but.. everything is fine now... i guess .. =] hmm.. saw DM a while.. lols~ then KH called me.. told me tt he saw me at the bus stop.. lol.. like tt oso kana spotted..Wahahas..
alright.. now.. pic shall do the talkin.. oh yah.. we wanted to go prata de.. but end up 492..

must DRink!! it's nice ok! .. =]

thumbs UP!! must try ! diedie oso must!!

not bad la.. crispy! hahas.

walked to 500 plus de 7-eleven. & the 1st shot. lols!

SEASONS; they made my day.. love them!

yea.. pink stuff.. my fave.. nice thing ok..but didnt buy~ LOL

back to work le!!

sighs.. after 3 days of break, it's time to go back to work le.. haas.. kinda lazy.. but.. what can i do at home...? w no income.. kill my time by working le lor. hahas..
hmm.. sian . . . so sian . . . thurs & fri gotta work.. & he can come out..! hmm. nvm~
well, this week is hols for the students.. my cousins came to my hse.. lols.. DAMN NOISY!!
but nvm la.. they happy can liao.. lols.. haha..now they went to their aunt hse.. so i can use comp peacefully so im here to blog!! lols.. but they'll be coming back here later.. =]
hmm. feeling hungry now.. Wahahs.. yeah! marmie is cooking curry today! weee..
kinda tired now oso.. lols how!!! there's no way i can make up my sleeping time de.. sighs..
hmm.. alrights.. shall update again yea.. lols..
have a nice day ahead, ppl.. =)


me & didi ^^

me & lil bf. LOL

now... can imagine how it is like...? hell?! lols!... alright. fun too la.. =]

at night after sis came back..lols

alright.. found this at my hse next door.. during CNY.. !

now then upload.. cux of my laziness.. Wahahas.. my lil lil loveR? Wahahas. noo my cousin ^^
taken when we were v v young.. was forced to take this pic..Wahahhas!

hmm.. back to update

hmm. forgt what i did on fri le.. jus know tt i worked lol..
oh ya.. slept quite early too.
now... 2.46am.. haas.. at his hse now.. bored.. so came here to update..
hmm.. early in the morning woke up prepare to meet him.. meet him @ JE and went to IT fair.. lol~
was kinda crowded la.. then yah. walked walked awhile. .. went to his hse nearby have my 3 in 1 meal..
lol.. had kfc.. =] after tt, went to his hse. . watch 2 movies. . kungfu mahjong 3 followed by happy feet . lols.
was so sleepy man.. yah, was supposed to meet jason & his friends de.. then end up we didnt go.. lols. he PS his buddy .. not once liao hah ~
*caused me to take nice nice clothes there* but.. *thanks for carrying it for me*
hmm.. cont to watch tv lo.. stupid guy went to his room play comp.. after tt pig hungry le.. so strolled to coffeeshop for his supper. yea.. & now.. jus bathed.. turning in soon le..
shall update again.. =]
nites all..

UpDaTeS . . .
alrights . though now is 1:23am ( mon ), im here to update sunday's stuff.. which jus happened ..
hmm.. morning . . woken up by calls. . then leave for home.. STUPiD cab! none lor! he keep helping me to look out.. whereas me... in a moody moody mood la.. hais. . shan't say le. .
then.. quickly prepared.. & was wondering if i shd attend church.. conclusion was.. went sis church la.. as usual la.. late lor.. & went to have lunch at nearby.. & me , sis & the noisy cousin went Vivo.. hais. cant find HippoChoco liao!!!... =( so damn disappointed man. . . . after tt, went to grandma's place.. & went to meet jas & By at 8plus @ WM . . & after tt headed to prata.. waiting for judi to come lols.. then chat chat chat eat & homesweethome.. LOL.. so tired now.. urghsSSs.. gg to sleep real real real soon!.. nites all.. take care & have a nice day.. =]

while waiting for our dear judy. . .

still waiting .. . hahas

no idea why ..

Hi all.
hmm. ytd no work for me.. slacked at home till evening & wen to K with sis & Bh..
it's been a super long time since i sing.. haas.. ok lar.. did enjoyed .. but dunno why keep thinking other stuff..
hmmm... dont know how to say oso .. lols. k nvm. .
it's Fri!.. shd be happy isnt it? but why... seems so gloomy to me..
had my room cleaned once again this morning.. woke up early.. nth for me to do.. so, did all these.. lols..
it's still messy. but not my stuffs =( hais.whatever..
later gotta work.. hmm. perhaps it's good.. can kill my time. . . haas..
alrights.. shall update again either tonight or tml/sunday.. lols . .
take care all..
hope tml will be a better day ~

*upDates @ 2220
here update ler. hahas. cux. . im damn bored now!!!!! AHH!
came back from work an hr plus ago le.. hmm..
quite tired . . . finally weekends r here. but it will be over soon . . . hais..
help!! who can entertain me noW ?! u will be appreciated !! hahas..
hai~~ somehow miss my seasons now.. lols! fri no prata haha. not used to it liao. ..
but am tired though.. lols~! nvm.. there's many chances . .
what a quiet Friday~ lalalalalalala~
actually. . . nth more.. lols.. sleep early la, ppl~ :p
take cAre..

lols. busy !

hi peeps.. lols.. hmm.. i know my blog look so dead lar..
no pics.. actually, there r some pics for this blog.. but am lazy to upload from my hp lar..
hmm.. shall do it someday when im damn damn free..
hmm. was working for the past 3 days consequently.. was feeling a bit tired, but .. for the sake of income, i WORK!
hahas.. & yea.. shd be happy tt i'll be working 2 full shifts on next thur & fri le.. can earn more..
ytd.. as usual, slacked at home & went to work.. haas. the auntie over there went to bought some stuff & bought me a piece of bbq chicken. i dun really have the appetite to eat la. then she kept asking me to eat eat eat.. so, no choice lo.. ate it down! .. hmm..
then received sms by Yc asking whether to meet By & her.. & im OK. =]
so meet them at je after work.. lols..
though it's only a short one, but i did enjoy myself.. ^^ love meeting them.. lols!
alright..
then today, off! finally can get to rest.. but . . later gg out to sing!! WEEeeee..
though throat not yet recover, but who cares! been a month since i went singing ok! .. hais..
& yea.. Sat shd be gg too.. with my silly & his buddy + his airforce friends..
hmm.. alrights, hope i will enjoy later on.. lols! now it's still quite early.. what can i do now lehs.. *thinking*
oh ya~ & congrats silly for passing his rifle shooting.. hahas.. ^^
shall update for today again..
tc all.. have a nice nice day ahead! =]]

im beat. . .

yawns.. im beat~ super tired! hais.. lack of sleep seriously..
ytd.. was a normal monday for me.. a bit blue.. hmm.
worked in the evening... then after tt went home awhile went to meet the big three.. LOL.. plus me = big FOUR.. LOL..k.. anyhow de lahs.. wahaha..
finally judi can come to meet us! WoW.. LOL..
went prata.. lols.. as usual.. YC wanna tell us stuff etc.. walked frm blk 300+ to 400 + to 500+
then back from 500+ to 400 + to 300 + lols! tt was err lol..
we actually went to 3 diff 7-eleven lar.. lol.. plus a cheers .. lols..
then went to out lao di fang (old place) to sit.. & guess what.. we took 50 pics exactly.. no more or less.. lols.
then went home, all was told to online!.. after seeing the pics.. omg la.. ALL cannot make it ok~ LOL..
hmm..
then woke up early in the morning, which is today, went online to see where im posted to .. & yah.. it was rp la.. business applications.. lols..ok la. the course i like. but the sch dunno leh..
was asking ard shd i appeal & stuffs.. & ya.. i did appeal la.. but doesnt matter if it was unsuccessful. lols.. cux.. i think somehow course is more impt.. well... gg to rp isnt tt bad oso la.. it does benefit me & him LOL...
yea... it was so nice of him to offer me his room during weekdays ok ~ -.-" stupid guy.. =x
alrights.. then went to work jus now.. super no mood Ok... hais..
whatever.. it's over.. hmm. schedule for next week changed again..
gotta work for quite long hrs next week le.. but ok la.. can work with Felicia again!! lols! fun fun.. =]
alright.. shall stop here le.. good bye.. =]
imh..

update update!

tired me come here to update ler.. yts was too tired to blog.. no time too.. lols
Saturday
was working from 2-10.. what can i do .. lols.
hmm.. after work, went to meet Yc & By to prata~ lols.. hmm. somehow it become our "regular" place liao..
almost every weekend will go once.. lols~ ok... as usual.. chat, prata, drinks. lol..
my "BOYFRIEND" { an indian who makes drink } was nice enuff to give me a cup of ice water la.. lols. suddenly de..shocked dao.. LOL..
b4 tt, we saw Zhen Hui.. lols.. my childhood friend && Our pri friend.. lols .
as usual lo. after prata, it's a must to go 7-11 lols.. this time round we went to pri sch there de Mac ..
then chat till 2 plus we left home.. was damn damn damn tired..
reached home already 3 ler..

my own drink.. ^^

this the drink given by my indian bF. ^^

Sunday
this morning was woken up by marmie.. went church.. TIRED!!! @_@
super panda me Lar.. hais.. after church went home awhile.. then went to meet Gee, SL & Yan to IMM for lunch.. lols.. had ajisen.. =]
hmm.. then ard 4plus we leave to our own destination.. lols. i went to gandma's place.. was soo tired la...
nth to do there.. play comp oso sian.. watch tv oso sian.. was having headache at tt time... hai..
then finally~ 9 plus came home.. phew.. gg to sleep soon.. becoming more & more ugly le..... =(
hmm.. ok.. tired to type ler. end here..
buai all niteS!!
=]

TIRED ..

hi all.. jus came back not long.. hmm..
jus now.. in the morning, went to grandma hse.. main reason is to visit ah ma.. cux wont be gg on Sun..
have date with my FRIENDs.. hehes.. long time no meet..
had my breakfast & lunch opp grandma hse.. then slacked ard at grandma's hse.. till 4 plus plus take bus home with lovely marmie.. hees.. halfway thru, he wanted to meet up for dinner & bought jason's present..
went to cwp .. finally, tot of what to buy.. perfume.. lols. ahhs~ i wan Ralph Lauren !!! target!! LOL
alright.. after tt, bought his barang things la.. & off i went to meet Yc, Gee & Py @ Clementi KtV.
lols.. didnt sing.. cux no voice. but i realli miss SINGING la.. hais..
hmm. nvm.. then after siaoing awhile we took cab home.. lol..
so here i am la.. lols.. tml will be working. shd sleep now! ..
so.. off i go~ nites all. have a nice day ahead yea.. =]

super nice weather.. cool~

woots.. how i wished i can always blog with this super nice weather.. & of cuz listening to nice soothing music..
the feeling is just so right just so nice! i LOVE!
cold cold weather makes me drank! Wahahas!
hmm.. now it's only the beginning of the day to me.. cux woke up not long. hehes..
so, today's stuff will update at night after i return home from work .. ^^
what bout ytd.. ? hmm..
it's a nice day too ~ no work.. it rained.. my fave~ lolx.
slacked at home till 5 plus & went to meet besties.. went jp to watch Protege.
nice~ =D
the show was at 940 .. we meet up early for dinner.. lols.. went delifrance..
hmm.. overall, the outing was okay. perhaps.. my mood wasnt tt right ytd.. feeling a bit tired..
anyway, it's over hahas.. hope the next outing will be a perfect one. hees..
oh ya.. & i saw Pei Yu. didnt see her initially until she call me..LOL.. chatted a while & left..
& ya~ saw Pei Yi (carol) on bus during our way to jp. lols..
& saw quite mani ppl in jp oso.. haas~
jp. . a common place to bump into our friends.. lols.. alright.. shall update again.. lols .. Tc~

updateS @ 2143
hmm... tiring~!!! be it on my way to work or during work.. hais..
SO sleepy! came back home quite early.. so now.. rest awhile first then go sleep le ba..
hais.. wondering what's cruel pig doing!! urrrgh!
wondering if my phone gt prob?? msg ppl nev reply. hahas.. not one.. but few!~
EeeW! nvm~
shall do my stuff tml (off day)..
hmm.. what else.. . i haven gt my pay!! why?!
k la.. stop groaning ler..
nites.. bye!!

& yes!! they finally replied... =D after 1Opm~