i'm happy

today is such an awesome day!

i love i love i love :D

marmie posed me an 'IF' question suddenly and I was speechless.

simply because i don't have the answer to it..

family day!!!

looking forward to later! :D

frown.no.more!

i just want to be happy

untitled

:'[

reminisces .. i miss the past.

somehow, i miss the past

i miss the way we became friends

i miss the way we waited for each other and chatted in msn for long hours

i miss the way you commented on my dp

i miss the way you encouraged me using those words

i miss the way you text me when i was working, when i was studying and when i was doing my art

i miss the random messages sent by you

i miss the way you passed things to me :]

i miss the way we told each other our life

i miss the way we chatted on phone

i miss the way you called me

i hate&miss waiting for your smses while you were in ns

i miss the day you called me before you catch your plane

i miss that very day

i miss that day you passed me the gift bought from your trip

it was never easy to have you in my mind

though things are different now, i'd still miss the past :]

you brought me back to the past for a lil while ..

ohh-soo-stressedd

for no reason..

feeling stressed! i hate it!

:'[

goodnight.

pillow-bolster dreams.

lethargic days..

frankly, i was pretty fed up yesterday..

i don't give a damn anyway..

i wont ask anymore. never.

i'm easily agitated these days.

pms? yes.. whatever you call/say. this reason has became my excuse long time ago..

i don't care.

i realized people around me are changing slowly.

over-sensitive? yes. i'm that sort :]

take it or leave it.

i don't give a damn either.

on a side note, i decided to be ignorant about things going on around me from now on.

i'm sure it'll be better that way.

*people change, so do i.

i'm human being too*

thoughts for post 21st birthday

guess it's time to pen down some thoughts after the 21st birthday celebration..

finally am gg to fall sick after so much of preparation and definitely, i'm not the only one.

in fact, many people had helped me out a lot on the preparation. I've yet to thank them personally. i know who were the lovely people :] and all i could say is that, i had a wonderful family; all the aunties and uncles and cousins are gifts from God, i swear. nothing is better than that and of course my own family, papa, marmie, sis sis and sly.

I really appreciate those who turned up yesterday. I know that some had a hard time travelling to that place and deep down, i know the names very well. i will thank them personally if i have the chance to.

lastly, it's over.

finally :]

i really wonder what's with me

for a moment i need someone

for another, i don't need.

and i like being alone when i'm down.

i don't like what happened today.

everything happened today made me tear.

tears are just solution to cleanse the eyes i supposed.

finally the night falls, good night.

i seriously hate this day!

my thoughts (:

someone please take my hand and bring me to a faraway place..

shall we?

:]

sweet night.

good dreams.

don't know why

don't feel like going back after school

thanks peg for accompany

500 days of summer was fab :]

i just want to keep myself busy; free myself from all unwanted thoughts

worn out ..

it's nice meeting them again :D

i'm tired.. so tired ..

i can't figure my feelings..

i'm tired

i got this sudden exhaustion.

it doesn't seem right.

thoughts thoughts and thoughts. . .

they are haunting me all day long..

moodswing

headache causes bad mood or other way round?

no?

:'[

funniest convo ever

practice wasn't that good today. no idea why. alex wasn't in a good mood either but we ended our day with laughters. thanks to yunmin :] laughters burst out at mac and that really had me laughing hard after so long.

i realized how important is my glasses now!!! lost it for a moment. hehes.

it's time for me to visit salon :] hopefully by next week.

had the funniest convo with jon tonight. grrr ..

i'm so looking forward to meeting besties tomorrow! i'm sure it's gonna be hella fun!!

:]

alright, today seems to be a good day.

so, good night loves.

the oh-so-random night

strangely, what were the tears for last night?

strangely, i felt so damn freakin disappointed upon knowing there's practice later in the noon. i seriously missed those 12pm-4/5pm of practices.. we used to have a hella good times spent together after practice. but it's okay luh. it's gonna end soon. and gin, stop all your grumblings!

strangely, i did many weird things today.. not going to mention though :D

strangely, i believe God has good plans in His hands. He gave me exactly what i wanted which i totally have no idea about it and not even thinking further about it. Amazing! (it's nothing personal, it's about an elective module)

strangely, i do not wish to end this night so soon yet.

strangely, i don't know what i'm up to lately. i don't feel myself but i think i'm happier this way.

strangely, i asked someone how does he defines love. and i agreed with what he said.

strangely, i'm able to put things down easily lately.

strangely, i'm learning to accept every single thing.