mentally vs physically

you may not know what you've done to upset me. you may be ignorant about it but to me it's a big thing. Maybe something u did has become a habit to me and for once if u didnt fulfil it, i will get so disappointed and dissatisfied. Why do i really care so much?
Or im just thinking too much. Or has the med got me into depression?
What am i now?

doc, finally.

visited the doc finally!!!! i can't stand myself coughing when im outside anymore... sigh sigh sigh.

vomited last midnight! TORTUROUS.

the bill cost me a bomb!!! :( that is the reason why i always hate visiting doc .. BOOOOO!

always sick at the wrong time; always rejected mc (cux i dont need it) boohooo.

time to sleep. gotta work tmR! :D

turn in

okay! i decided to sleep now after a long day; work & movie & barrage! :D

GOOD NIGHT

z z z