in school

okay RIGHT NOW...
im in class hahaS!
Cheryl, Zi hui & me are now having our cookies n creme milk shake
wootsa!
cheryl said me & zi hui very noisy!! LOl
nah~ she herself is one!
LOL
okays, i must admit i love working with them (:

hurr.. ytd i skipped guitar practice
it's crucial for us to go during this period yet i didnt go =x

hmm.. Py intro me a part time job..
don't know if i can cope it
shall see how it goes today first

BOO im damn full now!!
ate aLOT! screams!!

well.. 230 is arriving soon
presentation soon!

shall update again (:

time to update

another week has passed. if i were to described it in one word, the word will be "SUCKS"
yes. indeed it sucks totally.
perhaps im too stress about something lah

im glad there are people who care for me (:
im happy that i'm gg to meet BY this coming wed (:
she's always there when i'm down
i don't know why, i don't know how
but she will just appear though she's busy ((:

i have the tendency to neglect people who care for me :(
i feel so bad n guilty :(
it's a really bad feeling of neglecting someone & being neglected.

was in a daze ytd & it sets me thinking..
things keep changing - the environment & people
especially the behavioral of people
well, i believe the main caused of it is the environment one is in.
be it in a way from bad to good or from good to bad
just a general thought (:

don't mind me for being random
2 performances coming up soon..
time to brush up whatever shit im still unsure of
& im glad that we are gg to learn " Mariage D Amour "
hehes .. it's the previous music played in my blog
i love!

other than guitar..
UT2 is coming up
gosh! it's so fast :(
hope i can do well for all modules!!

had a super foul mood ytd
well... i really need a shoulder to cry/lean/sleep on
lols!! it can be soooo nice!

oh yea, received my belated gift from wh
thoughts can be seen (:

ohh~ tmr another day of school..
tot of skipping it
but will see how it goes when i wake up tmr (:

saw the pics took on my uncle's wedding in cousin's comp
yet to get it from her
hee.. some are nice/cute! ((:
shall post some if i get them!

that's all..
no idea what to post hahas!

updates (:

hahas.. here for some updates.
ah Ryl asked me to..
she's right beside me doing RJ now! hahahaS!
* PIC * (go home then upload)

hehe.. later gg down to vivO to meet sis
having dinner with her
gotta have a long long journey later on.. sobs

hmm.. today culture UT (understanding test)
quite ok, attempted most of the questions
1 and 1/4 of the qns were blank
hehe..

oh yea.. ytd was so tired.
as usual, guitar practice after lesson.
practice ended quite late though
everyone was so tired
esp.. me! LOL
i felt something amiss when leaving the room.. but don't know what is it..
later, i saw a guitar from someone's hand
and i was like "OH NO! GUITAR!!"
hahaha.. everyone outside was laughing at me ..
when i enter the room, seniors were laughing at me too
was blushed!! lols
im the 2nd person who got into this incident!
so... im not the 1st one.
who's next? haha

there's welcome tea tmr..
can see that seniors are putting in lots of effort to organise it
(:

alrights.. shall update again
*still waiting for that ah RYL*
booooo! slow pok! ALWAYS! hahahas!
she's gonna kill me.
opps.. tmr in the same team as her too! ((:

take care readers ^^

burnt weekends!

sheese..
just got home from work
no mood to work today
in fact for the whole week in sch too

sighs.. when i woke up this morning, only see my mum
a while she went out
left me alone, waiting for time to pass
and off i went to work
i was late for work =x
at the very last min, i changed pants

ha! but work was ok
i had a lot of time for my own
i started to think alot when im working quietly
lols!

aunty told me a lot of things
the newcomer.. etc
so much info updated from her to me (:

when i reached home, no one was at home
rOarS!
im left alone again..
mum just came back (few mins ago)
lols.. finally..

sigh.. i so bored now!


all i can say is..
there's no me in your eyes :(

happy 19th birthday to me

there's nth much to update

so..today's post shall be a token of appreciation from me to all lovely peeps!

the list goes... THANKS

mum ( thanks for ur red packet ^^)

dad ( thanks for swensen cake )

sis & roger ( thanks sis for swensen cake + $$ from both )

elaine , silas, chu ling, 4th aunt, 5th aunt, li ling lao shi, sharon, corrine, yong ren, terie, john
& those who sang me birthday song on Sun (:


Besties
Binn yi & Jas ( thanks for the mini celebration, best of all! )
Judi (thanks for wishes & .. video?)


W14C
Amileen ( thanks for the breakfast! loves)

Rachel & Zen ( thanks for the fruit punch! loves)

Asykal ( thanks for offering me chocs! & putting the greeting so BIG in ur p/msg)

Benson & Sree & Verdell (thanks for testi & wishes)

Wei Quan, Lisa, Jason ( thanks for wishes!)


E35R
Cheryl (thanks for everything! u shd know. loves)
Eileen, Gerard, Yusof, Bhavani, Kolitha, Jun Da, Joshua, Victoria, Zam, Ren hu, Lydia
Jac (faci)


Friends
Ivan, Che Shong, Jeffrey, Wani, Ling Fei, Amy, Jason ,Nicholas, Zhi Wang, Si ling, Sze Gee, Jessie, Jarrel, Jonathan, Jian Ping etc..


Thanks ALL lovely people!!
I will definitely be happy after receiving so many wishes!


pardon me if i miss anyone out =x

SO BLUE

SO BLUEY TODAY!

was too tired for everything

skipped guitar

watched tv programs all the while

didn't study for test LOL

im supposed to study now

i don't know where to start from

as there's nth much I can touch on

LOL! just wish me luck!

Computing SUCKS!

how the hell can I take my course ?!

can't believe it.

alrights. no more nonsense.

i shd be happy (:

meeting besties tmr

miss them lots!

LONG saturday..

ok cool, came back at 2320..

it's a super long saturday for me
slept for ard 4 hrs and woke up to prepare myself..
finally.. it's my "godfather" wedding!
held at a church called Zion at Simei Ave
it's been a long time since i attend wedding in church.
8 years i reckoned.

wedding held in church can be so nice..
the vows made before the God and etc...
so sweet to walk down the aisle
everything seems so nice la..
no words can describe it.
it's more than wonderful (:

well.. church ended at ard 12 or so??
then had buffet over there
photo takings will definitely not miss
took quite a number of pics, mostly by Stanely (:
how funny, just a crown accessory and flowers, we can have so much fun taking pics and to play around.
had fun there, though tired!!

after everything had ended, sis & me & lovel & didi & kaining & stanely
went to Tampinese IKEA.
walked a lot!! from noon to 9pm~
legs were aching cux im wearing heels..
in fact, all the 4 gals wore heels..
ROARS
never will i wear for shopping again!
torturous!!
took 168 to wlds int & 187 to home!
LONG journey~

tiredy~~

Arghs!

i just dont understand why!
why am i late these few days
late for sch & even for test today!
damn..
but i did finish the test in time! *phew*

Today is so science day lah..
biogas~ temperature, pressure, volume, no.of molecules
HA~ quite a no of ppl left during 2nd breakout
hmm.. was asked to leave too
but im good, i stayed
I dont see the point of leaving lah..
if i were to leave halfway, i might as well don't come from the start right?
HA! well, save the "off" days for later week (:

im totally wore out~
i guess i can go & sleep now!

oh man.. tmr's another terrible day..
it's computing module!
kill me pls..
heard it's diff!
i hate that FACI, u *******!
practice after sch.. it can kill me!
sigh..

can't believe it's friday tmr..
it's like "oh, friday again?"
hahas

ROARS
hey! stop bingeing !

lousy day

photo by Kelvin

thinking..

many many unecessary stuffs flooded my mind!

strength all used up

no mood to do anything

lousy day for me

late for sch again

tmr 1st UT of the sem

haven even study for it

how lazy can i be

NO MORE LATE!

gotta leave hse earlieR!

been so quiet in class

& with friends

no, im not emo..

i'm just moodless (:

it's still the same now..

i really wonder how & why..

yea, i know eileen n cheryl want to see me smile & talk & laugh!

but i cant..

same goes to Kelvin.

he tried to make me smile

yes, i smiled

& he suddenly goes " YES!" -nodding his head-

LOL thanks peeps~

make me smile pls..

i miss my smile badly...

RARS

SCREAm~

what can i do now??
bored!
yes. I should be studying for my test on thurs..
but im lazy n tired to (:

im late for sch today..
it's my first time to be so late!
ha.. cldn't get up lah.

oh my..
BATAM donuts were superb!
sis bought back ytd (:
best donuts ive ever tried!

did a lot of thinking in bus today
when im on my way back
err!
don't know what to comment bout it..

i wish my mind can stop functioning for a while!!
damn~

bored.restless.moody

after staring at the screen for so long,
have the thought of typing something here =]

time passed so quickly..
it's 8th oct right now
awh.

my stomach is feeling damn weird now!
it's burning hot!
sigh.. whatever it is, i cant do anything.

church to grandma's place
grandma's place to farm mart
i love this place! it's nice to be there
nice tzi cha & nice otah & nice gong gong & nice ice cream ETC. . .
shall try AustWine (restaurant) next time round (:
ambience seems nice too
fed the 2 goaties there lol
our niece brought us there
she's damn cute!

the convo btw her and my younger cousin ( niece's uncle )

cousin: carrissa, can give me some (vege) to feed the goat?
niece : NO! YOU WANT YOU PAY FOR YOURSELF! ($1 for vege)

hahas.. smart lil gal

my uncle dropped me, 2 cousins & 4th aunt at Lot 1
walked ard, grab some bite
(paper prata-guessed the chilli is the main cause of it! roars!)

returned to grandma's place
slept from 1800+ to 2040
despite of those noises, i can still get to sleep
how tired i am!

homed

mood isn't good today.
not bad mood. it's simply no mood.
well.....
what can i do?

ytd went town with nic.
ages since i saw him lol!
landed in PS
watched Resident Evil (nice show)
had 3in1 meal at Fish n Co.
homed.

had a bad dream ytd. ( not a nightmare )
it woke me up in the middle of the night
thank goodness it's just a dream
if not.... hmmm...

well..guess that's all for it.
at least i killed some time here
long day for me tmr!
guess i'll be breaking down sooner or later
God Bless!

wait n see (:
i can do it!


tht's all folks!

updateS

nice day spent ytd (:
school was quite fun
my friend actually gave me his atm card n pw
to buy some stuff..
he's simply lazy!! XD

sci lesson was quite fun!
hahas!! =x

met ms donut (judi!) after sch hahas!!
imm as usual! teehees
yes, i know it's boring place.
but what matters most is the companion! (:
as usual. joking & laughing away
felt so nonsense! arghs!
By did not join us due to some reasons.
what a waste =(

Thanks Ms Donut for the donuts!
love ya!

haha!! there's pics to share actually..
but due to my laziness n tireness,
shall post it some other days (:

As for today..
sch was OK
computing makes me mad!
ok, i suck at it! ROARS!

i don't have the friday mood!!

had guitar practice just now
new peeps joined us (:
wells.. hope i can play the current piece soon..
nice~~~

aww.. im tired!!

tiring wed

extremely tired today!

school school!
met Cheryl at E3
took the lift up in the morning
i was the last to went out of the lift at my lvl
was blocked by people and lift almost close
a sweet guy quickly place his hand in between the 2 closing doors
LOL!
if not for him.. i will have to go up n down -_-"

cognitive problem was hard!
sigh
but ppt was done b4 130!

biggest joke in class today
hahahas! shan't mention it..
it's bad =X

oh yay! sci tmr..
heard it's physics.

roars!
i growing horizontally!
haaaa~

-ciaoz

fast update!

before i turn in..
shall blog something..
am bored Wahahas!

lesson as usual
everything's alright
had guitar practice after sch
damn tired!

this piece is challenging!
RoarS!
gonna practice real hard for it
nice piece ^^
finger tips are hardened and skin came off :'(
well.. it's not enuff..

a small reminder to all.
don't live in the past
MOVE on! (:

okay i know it's random..

sigh.. it's so difficult for me to erm.....

well, tht's all!
^^

OH YAH!
happy children day to ALL! ((: