my heart hurts deeply..

went Comex after work alone initially.. it was really crowded at City Link.

surprisingly.. i can bear with the crowd. first time i guess..

sis n roger came and look for me (: while i was paying for this...

I FINALLY GOT IT!

my heart hurts though,
='( it's so contradicting..


work is becoming more n more tired for me..
shd i be happy that sch's starting soon?
how i wish i have 48hrs or more each day ..
my time management is lousy XD
i seriously need a course for that.
LOL!

had a meet up with my 3 guitar girls on thurs (:
it was fun n cool (:
went to Breeks for our dinner
the dessert was the best part..
xD

i sooo seriously want to earn back my money!!!!!!
*random hah

today, a sad day for me.
:(
hope tmr will be a better day..

silly peeps are loved (:

staying at home is the best..

it's been so long since i feel soo comfy,
sleeping in my bed
hugging my big pillow
hiding myself in my soft n puffy blanket
for long hrs..
with a super nice weather!
staying at home is the BEST afterall..

it's so nice to be freed from work sometimes..
i've never really enjoy myself ever since sch holidays started.
after the breakfast i had with mummy, i realised it's been so effing long since we sit down tgt eating n chatting. i miss those days.
i really hope more of these days will come by (:
it's been sooo long since i go market with her and she'll always ask what i want to eat for breakfast.
at times, when she runs out of ideas on what to cook for dinner, i will name the dish i'm craving for and i will definitely see it on the table on that very day or the next day or even for a week later..
she will remember what i said and wanted ..
She's just so wonderful!
I LOVE U, MUMMY!!
i shall bring you go buy household after i got my pay alrights? (:(:(:

I LOVE MY PAPA too!!
though i'm working, he will still give me money for food.
he simply don't want me to go hungry..
even after work.. he will buy me food if mummy didn't cook.
this is why im so FAT. papa's the caused of it.. but.. i don't blame him lahs (:
and.. it's so sweet of him to send me to work on some of the Saturdays.
because of me, he has to wake up much earlier than his usual waking up time.
aww.. im so touched..

soo touched by what my parents actually did for me..
i LOVE them!
i thank God for my papa, mummy and sis.
i thank God for giving me such a wonderful family.
(:(:(:
this is my biggest blessing, i guess.
what more can i ask for?..

today is my dearest friend, YiChin's birthday.
she cancelled her bday celebration due to some reasons.
we shall respect her decision.
in anway, it's still her day.
Yi Chin, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
be happy always okay?
good luck for the most suitable job u gonna get!!
(:(:(:

staying at home really laze me out
but.. i still wont forget the date with my guitar girls.
hope we'll have fun later! (:

see ya!

BACK!!

HELLOOOOOOO!

i'm back..
it's been so long since i signed in blogspot.
(:

many things happen within a day..
i've done many things within this 2 weeks too!
first was w65f chalet. it was fun though we only stayed for 1 night.
they are really a bunch of lovely people.
our new classes and gpa were out ytd..
good to know that i'm in the same class as SuetMay!!
and.. most of us are in the same level (: (:

okie.. the 3 guys have officially left Penguin :(
lesser fun than usual..
i miss the fun we had
last outing we had was celebrating AQ's birthday (:
hope there's more to come..

work work work!
finally an off day tmr (:
rest is all i need now..

take care people.

chalet time!!

CHALET TIME!!

IT's W65F's!!!

I'm SO GONNA ENJOY AND CHERISH THE TIME WITH THEM!!

will be back soon!

(:

gone soon......

ytd was a great day.. it was so great that i will never forget..
it was the longest time spending with them...
from work, to hanging ard to night cycling...
how can i get this kind of feeling again?.. when they are gone..
soon.. very soon..
after this week, i'm sure the workplace will be very quiet...
i was exhausted.. physically and mentally after the night cycling..
fell down.. i feel pain but yet i don't... too tired to feel anything..
was thinking hell lots of things while cycling..
i couldn't held my tears back...
really... how i wish there's only if..

tmr's w65f chalet! how fast! (:
everyone, let's enjoy okay?


i'll miss you :(

feeling so much....

it's been days since i last blogged..
miss me?

well, did not attend school last week except for database module.
instead i went to work. i'm a bad student, right..?
i must have missed all the fun w65f had when i'm not around...
blame me for not gg to sch.. =(

hmm.. many things happened throughout the one week..
especially during work..
but it's okie.. i'm cherishing the time over there..
memories will be kept deep in my heart.

last day of sch ytd..
i was feeling down inside..
i really can't bear to leave this wonderful batch of people
why must we get separated when we are getting closer to each other...?
cruelty!! i really hate this.....

i hate to leave the class for work ytd...
i blamed myself for agreeing to work..
i had lesser time with them...
their voices filled my mind, even till now..
i was reaally touched when they called my name when i was about to leave..
i'm such a loser.
tears filled my eyes when i was walking to interchange...
i lost to time.
soon, everything will be changing...
but i really hope, the friendship we have will keep going on, though it's really really hard...
despite, i'm glad that i once know them in my whole life.
i Thank God for that.
I'd pray that God will bless everyone of them.

I'M SORRY FOR LEAVING CLASS & WENT TO WORK YTD..

I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM, w65f..
all of you will be remembered....

w65f, know what?
you guys Rocks!

i really really can't bear to part with them ......

so many ppl i'm parting with...
the 3 guys, and now this.

no one understands....

only if there's only if..

Reply to taggers (:

to chienyu ; I miss you too... next week okay??

to Michelleee ; You!!! i will miss you damn badly!! you better know it and miss me in return. YES, I PROMISE. let's take pics. alotalot okay!? See you soon!!

to Carol ; hahas! carol..... you are always so funny.... i missyou.. See you Soon too!

to lewin ; okie. hahas. such a good sis hah..

to Jenifer ; ahhh!! Lim Bei. im sorry~ i'm so stupid lor... shd have spent the time with ur instead... Monday take pics kae? (: iMissYou!

Take care everyones...

working week!

long day at work today..
skipped sch.. basically for this whole week.
except for tmr..

OT today again..
manifest-ing again
but, i'm fine doing it
cux i've got them (:
they're really my motivators..

silly guys were playing ard at work ytd.
they called and asked me if i can give xiao gin permission to get married.
look how cute they can be..

friso's comments melt me (:
aww....
sob.... may not get to see him on thurs :(

sch tmr!
time to get some rest!

speechless yet so much to say...

working was so tedious ytd.
instead of answering phone calls, making bookings or replying emails/fax/sms, i did manifest.
eyes and hands were so tired.
did "OT" ytd. i was fine with it.
no programme and stuff. so, why not?
a stone killing 2 birds (:

had dinner with parents at 496 (:

nice sam got each of us a soft toy from his china trip
how sweet is he? (:
there's xiao gin, xiao vin and devil guan
haha.
haven take photo of them because it's still over there.
can't bear to break them also.
they are so cute tgt.

well.. the 3 guys are leaving soon....
guess my working life there will tone down..
but what to do.. sigh! :(

&.. idk why i'm so early today..
perhaps i slept early ytd..
gg to church later and what shd i do after church?

boo~

one word; cherish

really a lousy friday for me.
sorry, team mates
my mood swinged~

finally met up with cheryl on wed after work.
went for singing session at cine.
waited for my sis for her treatment after that.
2 hrs of shopping alone.
thanks sis for the dinner (:

friso was so nice
choosing own team
had a great time working with jynn, step n derrick
maddest and craziest ytd!
laughed non stop!
how fun can w65f be?
i love this class lar!
anyway, really really happy to see cw smile again!
(: that's the way, girl!

thanks Caiwei for the hip-hop treat just now!
first time eating xD ..damn nice!!
my treat next time k? (:
LOVEyou!

holidays are near!
wont be attending class most of the days for next week (:

meeting besties on sun (:
i miss them, especially jas.

work tmr
lala.
byes..