stuff from lovely friends

these sugar-like stuffs are from FB. hahas.

i find them so sweet (:

this first one is from Zen for W14C

- my first year first sem class.

the circled ones are what they think of me. LOL

The following 2 below is from my dearest jynn.

some of w65f girls were being tagged too!

(year 2 sem 1)

interesting..

feeling so shag today.

so weird.(u)

hectic life

too many thoughts right now.
it's so hard to comprehend them..

but anyways.. i enjoy what i'm doing right now.
working with people whom i can clique with, esp MDG (:(:
so fun lar. looking forward to sat!

had a meet up with w65f babes earlier on.
it been ages since i last saw them. and i really love their company (:

i'd still love to go out with ppl whom i've not meet.
besties!! :(
usual gang!! soon right?
and more...
=}

apart from work and friends..
guitar practice is something that's bothering me right now.
no one can understand the situation and the feeling i'm having right now. NONE.
it may seem that i'm not interested, but restrictions are always there to make it seems this way.
i know exactly what i want and what my priorities are.
please stay out of this if you know nuts about my life. thankyou.
sometimes, i really can't be bothered. (:

i need a break.

happy birthday to YOU.

random thoughts again

came back home after work few days ago...

dear sis sis: "hey i bought that.. the one you wanna try for you leh."

me: "OH!! aww.."

sucha sweet sis eh.. LOL

our dinner last night (: LASTLY...

weets.

had this with my milo dino girl during work(:

i thought i will never celebrate his bday again.

it's so hard for me now..

random stuff

some random stuff before i end my night.

though it's already been a week..
thanks ppl for the valentine's gifts.
you know who you are (:

perhaps i've forgive & really forget (:
things are going on fine again, i guess.

goodnight, world.

homely sunday

a nice weather it is. aww. it's most suitable to stay home i guess.
so i decided not to go to grandma's place today. feeling lazy though.
sis and sly are here too (:
just ordered pizzahut online and 3 of us are waiting for our pizza! heh.

bought a red bedsheet for myself. will get it change soon! hahas.

no work today and i miss milo dino and the gang. hahas.

hmm.. shall i go..? dilemma.

Redang Redang Redang!! soon (:

another saturday.

have not been working pm shift on saturdays for a very long time..
felt different and ... something. just can't describe it.
but anyway both good and bad.
good is that i can kill my saturday time. and bad is that i can't sit down together with my family for dinner. lesser time with them :(

anyway, work was alright.
just hate the part when there's no phonecall/email/fax. it's boring.
and we ended up chatting, gossiping and also snatching to answer the rare phone call and going to BatamFast. hahas.
quite fun though.
&&& we will smile and greet each other when we meet. (:
xD

thanks kh for your acc just now (:

my ulcer hurts alot =(

my thoughts; i guess

i guess i need 24hrs of sleep. HEH.

i guess i'm going to do what my heart wants.

i guess i found my motivation for work. hehehe.

i guess some things aren't important anymore.

i guess it's better to see things in different perspectives.

i guess he really doesn't care anymore.

i guess i'm tired of certain things.

i guess it's time for me to be stronger.

i guess things are going to be different soon.

i guess i should stop typing now.

on a random note, i really hope to go out with some peeps.
besties, scb, usual gang, guitar siao siao girls, w65f girls, cheryl (i know u want singing session ^^), amileen (coffee session), penguin ex-pt staff and those who wanna date me? haha

time flies this week. particularly this week. no idea why.

i still miss US

a day off

Happy 20th Birthday to Ms Koh Yu Xiang...

hope u'd enjoyed yourself, so do cy & hl. (:

they are <3s

morning life for the day

put on my shoes and took the usual route.

the feeling is always great.

ice cream & beach therapy are needed as well (:

preparing for work in less than an hr time.

my thoughts

wanted to blog something but kinda speechless.

anyway.
wanna thanks some ppl for vday gifts and their thoughts.
names will not be mentioned here cux this will be part of my memories and i will keep them in my heart.
BUT sorry as well....

thanks kh for that night too.
though it's really simple and last min, at least i felt slightly better for awhile.

church ended late today due to seminar.
had dinner with sis n sly at boon lay botak jones just now.
am feeling sleepy now.. sigh.

u're forgiven
but it's not quite possible for me to talk to you like how i talked to you before.

drying my own tears, till it's all dried up.

came across.. my life.

was chatting with my sis sis just now.. or even now..
i realised and told her that my life's boring.
ironically, i don't know what wld be interesting.

woke up late for work today.
i thought i was going to be late.
but instead i punched my card at 0646. phew
cool thing.

oh yea. saw a bunch of small 'ah beng' secondary school boys on mrt today.
i was reminiscing the past then. lol!!
they were joking to take my number among themselves.
how mischeivious can they be!
i shall not blog the details out(:

i couldn't help thinking of my 3 year old cousin's conversation with me ytd night.
i was indeed very down. mood swung suddenly.
he saw me and asked what happened umpteen times.
i was totally speechless but to look at his innocent eyes.
and i told him that even if i told you, u wont understand.
and he asked me "you not happy? why?"
damn.. i was really speechless and requested a hug from him.
(: it's really sweet of him <3 him lots..

a 3 year old boy can cheer me up..
can you?

saturday night is fully booked.
(:

WEE!!
going to have a superb nice shower soon..

exercising n ice-cream's my therapy (:

work and fun!

busy at work today. it's a good thing cuz time flies.

(:

had fun after work (: (:

i love the fun and laughters we had

can't wait for next week though! (:

p.s : pardon me for being an 'aunty' lah

xD

but.. it's okay if i am 1 lah (:

one day.. u girls will become one too!!

HURRR~

a bird in a cage

worked this morning.

and i'm supposed to be at practice now.

ended up giving it a miss due to bad stomach cramps.

it sucks big time.

slept throughout the whole evening.

it's great (:

yoko-yoko is <3

hoping for a better day ..

what-am-i-feeling

tied up by work this week and it'll be the same for the ongoing weeks.
busy holidays.
but.. i'm still gonna play hard!

nothing seems to please me with my ridiculous attitude/feeling.
=( i hate myself for this.

wet my pillow ytd and my big bolster, today.
the tissue on my bed wiped my tears in the night (:
thanks marmie for the tissue though (:


so much to say yet so lil to write..

an incident at work

walking back from BatamFast..

"what's your name?"

'huh? for what?!'

"what's your name?"

ignored and walked quickly.

"what's your name?"
"can be your friend?"

walking passed Penguin..
still asking..

'i'm getting back to work now.'

a few saw at the authorised door.

Aaron asked "your boyfriend?"

'NO. i don't know him!'

after sometime..to BatamFast again.

holding on to passenger's passport with a throbbing heart.
Thank God Ah Seng was outside.
He knew i'm scared, reaching his hand out wanting to help me.
don't feel good asking him to do my work but asked him to accompany me.
(:

felt sooo disgusted.
oh-please.

A Tuesday

is that what i really wants now?
i guess so and that explains why i'm feeling better inside (:

someone asked me out on that day.
intentionally or unintentionally?
it doesn't really matter..

have been drowning myself with manjalara these days.
it'll soon become a habit till the last epi?
what's after that.. i've not think about it yet (:

i miss us. i really do.

back to normal?

an ease of guilt.
back to normal?
busy days shall be.

tmr shall countinue with my entertainment (:
goodnight.

one of the weirdest feeling i've ever got..

i've no idea why but just feel so weird with everything i did today.
i kinda hate this feeling.
WEIRD is the word to describe it.

500 sms free isn't enough for me.. especially last month.
sms-es cost me a BOMB and my bill shoot up because of that.
visited SingTel shop today. though i asked sis and sly to leave me and marmie for their date, but no idea why they followed us. because of marmie and lewin? i guess so..
but.. i still felt guilty for spoiling sis n sly's date to Sentosa.
can't blame marmie cux she's only free on this kind of day (:
had desserts before we headed home.

the change of plan caused me to have a change in new line, new contract and new number. long story though. i still like the old number :(
well.. the change of new number isn't that bad afterall though it's tedious to copy the contact numbers all over again.. numbers that doesn't appear much in my phone will not be in my new contact list.. i will go mad if i save all over 1 by 1. roarsss that's why i dread changing phone number.
despite, informed ppl whom shd informed (not all, tmr will continue) and it's nice to catch up with some of them whom i missed very much ..
mr. policeman, whom we used to play and have fun during work and aunt susan who used to care for me like her daughter in our former working place, a super nice and sweet lady i've ever met..
(: (: (:

i gotta turn in right after this!!
hmm perhaps, i'm gonna be busy soon (:
goodnight, world.