the saturday night at holland v; wala wala

lack of sleep badly :(

hit wala wala at hollandv last night.

you go, man u! :D i guessed it right. 2-1!

weeees.

it's kinda awkward though. 4 of us + sis and co. but it was alright i guess.

got home at 4plus last night :( im so tired today. had a 2 hr nap just now. i wonder if i could get to sleep later. teehee.

it ended with a wonderful night with j

it's wonderful :D

especially on this rainy day.

spell the word.

it's h.o.l.i.d.a.y.s!

ytd was the first holi-day and it was a fufilling one. meet up with besties as planned and it was nice seeing them even for just a while (: grats silly for being promoted to be a principal! awesome! so happy for her! and yea, judi the duty manager. how cute!

i lost them a few times and i had to call and find them! lololol!!

finally a meet up with jon after 2 freakin weeks. caught orphan with jon and peggie after that. nice show but gross. nice storyline.

caught another movie just now; GI Joe. it's like oh-so-finally!

superrr niceeee! :D awwwwwesome!

many upcoming movies interest me. i shall watch all of em if possible! :D

hitting town tomorrow again :(

i'm so sick of town now. GRRR.

today is her birthday (:

happy 21st birthday, yc.

it hurts when..

why do i feel hurt talking to you?

comprehended. but so what.

and i don't know how did i get that sprain on my back ankle.

fabulous.

i guess i need to be alone.

feeling tired..

3 uts down finally. one last later!

grrr.. 11 chapts done. left with 4. and i shall continue this 4 when i wake up later.

finally 25th has arrived! (:

all ut3 will be down by then and jon is returning from chinaaa! weeee!

can't wait for healthcare app ut to end!

can't wait to meet besties on wednesday!

can't wait to watch G.I Joe on thursday!

can't wait for.....

can't wait..

i just can't wait! :D

obsessed by M2M old album for a moment (:

oldschooool luh! i loveee.

bid UT 3 farewell soon and goodnight, loves.

sleepless night

i thought i could sleep but i was wrong.
i tossed in bed for an hour only to realize i can't sleep. irks!

i feel like jogging now.
i must be crazyyyy!!

confused mood

it's still quite early and i'm feeling oh-so-tired already..
lesson today is quite slack in a way. we learn by playing games throughout the 2nd meeting..
faci's sweet nuff to treat us sweets and cookies from subway (:

i wasn't quite sure of my mood today either. it was okay for a moment, yet the mood swung a lil here and there. argh. i hate myself when this happens. many times, i held back. guess this period of time is not suitable for me to go online. many will hate talking to me, i swear.

again, i'm not in the mood to talk about my bday's venue for now. i know very well parents are concern about me and hope i'll have a great bday spent this year. i appreciate it, really. but.. sorry, i felt vexed and flared a lil when dad told me bout the venue thingy. i know i shouldn't have done that. my bad.
i just answered him 'if that makes everyone of you happy, so be it.'
he replied me 'what most important is you're happy, then everyone will be happy too. not just us.'
i was at a loss of words..
but (:

after 25th alright? let's discuss it again.. ut3s are hitting on thurs and this coming week. feelin' stress suddenly. damn, i have got 2 tests on thurs. pray hard i can finish revising all 30 chapters by then. i don't need luck. i just need wisdom and blessings from God.

i doubt i have the energy to wait up.

energy level's running uberly lowwww.
goodnight, world.

jon made me smiled

finally watched UP. cuteeeeeee n niceeeeeee (:

some asked me.. what am i going to do for my 21st. i really got no idea. chalet? function room?
but frankly speaking, i don't feel like doing something big. but i guess it's a no choice thing when i'm turning 21st. it's been a norm in my family to do such things.
if can, i wish to go for a vacation.
or... if.... (: i'll keep it to myself.

ut3s are coming soon. i gotta study sooooooon. i'm pretty worried if i don't fare well. my grades ain't fantastic at all. it's really bad for me.

okay, seriously this 2 things are bothering me the most for now..
oh yea. another thing is i need to work.
perhaps back to penguin? shall hear from supervisor lyn again (:

those words made me smile (:
thanksj.

Silly's 21st birthday celebration (:

Happy 21st Birthday to Silly once again though it's slightly over 12am.
hope you'd enjoyed just now (: everything turned out well. pat on silly's shoulder (:
(: thanks sis and sly for help too. love u all lah!!

was delighted to receive that sms. okay, i admit it made me smiled to myself. sillysillyj (:

i finally got to hear from lun. hope to meet him soon ^^

i'm not going to turn in late tonight. i'm really dead beat. x)
goodnight world.

tears fell, yet again..

why do they fall yet again...
tell me why..
i really hate this part. i really do.

i don't need anyone now.

lil surprises are loved

i feel like i'm getting crazier each day. it's as if i've lost my senses.
i just feel like doing what i want these days. it's not very healthy. i hope it'll be over soon (:
self-control is needed.

just now seemed a lil strange for don't-know-what reason. people whom i don't expect to be talking to me in msn or sms, they actually did. it's kind of ironic. but i'm quite surprised.
one of them was the one who once sent me to school when i was in year 1 and my friends who saw us mistaken him as my bf back then. haha. it's been 1 year 7 months, which was claimed by him.

yh's next. my phone appeared his name surprisingly. it's been quite sometime. he claimed that i didn't reply him in msn. the fact is that i didn't see any of his window. and he did mention something regarding that fb thingy again. which got me speechless totally. x) alright. by bickering was how we became close back then i guess.

sometimes, i have to admit that i love this kind of small lil surprises (:
who doesn't love surprises, no?

at a point of time in life, i just like it when things happen the way it is..

i'm not good

EEEEks! i detest rp.. they spammed my web mail when i was not in school for 2 days. i admit i'm a super bad student this semester. grrr.. but.. there's always a reason behind everythng i do, okay? (:

i've been staying home these days.. kinda boring xD i ought to know there's something i can do. i jolly well know it (:

that freakin bruise on my knee is getting bigger! x(

on a lighter note, i'm feeling a lil weird now.. i don't know why..

that night..

i was feeling numb ytd.. I've no idea what i was doing..
grr..

stayed at home the whole afternoon.
but thanks cousin silas for taking a short walk with me (:

thanksj (:

i feel that.. some things are better to left unspoken ..

BonVoyage, Jon!
Be Back Soon (:

why is it so hard to comprend?

i can't figure why i'm feeling this way..
a lousy feeling (:

this public holiday, the 10th of aug was spent fruitfully.
attended baby shower at cck and headed to town to celebrate sly's bday.
Happy Birthday Sylvester!

got home at 12plus am. tired after walking so long with their mother. xD

i'm still wondering if i should....

there are times when..

there are times when you are totally lost..

and these are the times when i feel like giving up.

lousiest day

tuesday's a jerk! i hate youuuuu! but i'm glad it's over now (:

and just then i realised.. it's august now!! time is passing fast.

mr.policeman chatted with me on fb (: and i was reminded that his birthday is nearing. I'd still remember how we'd celebrated his 22nd last year. those moments that will never be forgotten. how i wish i can turn back time. ohh..

finally a free day tomorrow! gotta meet team mates for singing session (:

goodnight peeps.

exceptionally different sunday (:

today seems a little different and it makes me smile to myself. i'm wondering if things are going the way it seems to be?

and for the first time, i'm confused when things seemed to turn out right.

oh boy! tell me what's going on..

on a random note, it's the first time a guy friend came into my room. rars!!!!

everything seems so out of place..

that shy and gentle moon

FYP 1 is officially over. next will be concentrating on last uts and playing. tsk.

FYP 2 will be coming soon :(

4 of us were out again (: funny funny. lol! if not for lun's sms, we wont be meeting. lol

happened to see that shy and gentle moon on the way home. it's nice (:

thanks j.

today seems alil confusing. i don't exactly know where i want to go. grr.

help me..