serious pre-pms

every note is unique
just by collaborating a few simple notes together can make one feel so much...
way too much.
music is so beautiful (:


i'm down with a very serious syndrome which will lead to depression lately.
=(
been very short-tempered.
treating ppl in two extreme ways. it's either talking to them in a very poor attitude with full of nonsense or ignoring them.
that's very bad of me.. i know.
but i couldn't control...
seriously can't..



i need a break soooon?

to be continued....

thoughts, thoughts & thoughts..

it's been almost a week since i updated my blog.
nth special happens so far, hence i won't go indepth.

however, today is the most fruitful day among all the normal days.
a day out at zoo with the 'usual gang' =)
took lots and lots of pics!
pics shall be posted when i get them alright (:
and.. i really love HIPPO! how i wish i can bring/drag/pull them back home.. HAHA!
and.. i must thank SQ and LF for accompany me to see hippo even though we missed the feeding time. lols!
really had a great time today!

homed
rest for a short time and had dinner with dad and mum at 496
was chatting with both of them and guess i shd make some decision on something..
it's really hard for me to decide.. i need help especially from God.

i came to many realizations today..
i spent too much time for my own .. (it's bad)
i shd spend more time with God, family and friends..

alright, i will try my best.

im glad to meet "them" tmr!!
=D

my thoughts..

suddenly have some thoughts and have the urge to blog something..

well, ytd church was fine (:
hope to memorise the sign language asap! =D

was really really tired after lesson.
went for guitar practice. feeling damn cold!! didn't bring jacket today. Serves me Right!
i'm really shagged after practice, but i just had a nice feeling..
de-stressing feeling i should say..
simply love the song we played today~!
well, i shouldn't skip practice anymore!!

Ut tmr again!! no more lousy grades.. pls!!

gg to sleep soon!!
nite ppl!!
it's cold, cover urself tightly with blanket! =)

think write blog

sudddenly have the thought
of sitting down quietly to blog.
hahas!

aww.. it's the last day of sept today!

have been thinking alot lately..
it's all random stuff
well, this stress me alot!!
roars!

i've been so tired since friday
felt so sleepy even when i'm outside
this feeling sucks!

ytd had breakfast n lunch or even dinner @ TPY
suki sakura
stomach was damn bloated for the whole hell day!
how disgusted it is!
sigh..

went jp with sis today
screams!!
i spent $75 dollars on 2 tops
which are bought at RED2
my pay is GONE
but i really love the tops lar (:
hp bills not yet paid :(

sometimes...
i wonder why people lie..
if so, what's their reason?
and what's the point of doing so?
it really sets me thinking..
well..
i guess some things are better to be frank (:
if not, things will get worst after some time..

i also came to realised that..
im quite fortunate at times too
thank God for giving me lovely friends as my greatest gift
i got pampered by them
and i feel so loved ;
even if im older than some of them =x
hehes..

after the guitar performance..
i tell myself that i've actually achieved 1/4 of my goal ((:
wee..
"i'll not give up easily!"
i told myself this!

after that utterly stupid incident
which caused me to think so negatively,
i realised that things can be beautiful if u look at it positively (:
my grades will be affected, yet i still got a B.
Thank God for giving me such a kind-hearted lady faci ^^

-lost my chain of thoughts-
was chatting with friends suddenly =X

err.. guess nth much le bah..
tmr will be a long day for me!
sch n guitar!

& yeah! meeting besties on thurs???!
hope it'll be successful luh..
soo much to update to u guys!

nites peeps!
happy oct tmr to all!

thoughts..

congrats people who've completed the 21km ARMY half marathon today

im
feeling
LOUSY
; i don't know why

i hope i can read ppl's mind

hug me to sleep..

tiramisu donut! nice!

tiredy sunday!

before i start to revise, am here to blog first.
(:

on my way to church today was torturous!!
ohmy.. can't stand the smell of indians..
not trying to be racist or what..
just can't stand. tht's all.
feeling kinda nauseous .. eeeyer!
lousy bus experience today.
also, a indian lady keep squeezing me! duh!!
sit also want squeeze..
if the bus is not occupied, i will definitely stand rather than sitting!
ROARS

had fish HEAD bee hoon for lunch after church.
fish HEAD?! oh my!!!
what da hell am I thinking?!
why did I order this?!
i hate to eat that la..
i'd always eat fried fish/fish sliced one ok..
REGRETS!
end up..
only eat the beehoon, soup n vegs.
BOO...

on the bus with sis..
out of a sudden, she popped up a qns
sis: you want to eat the ice cream? Later will pass by..
me: hmmm.. hahas! anything. ok lor!
sis: okay. the what what what very nice.. blablabla.
me: okay, i want to eat banana de.
blablabla..

reached le.. the shop is called Island Creamery (or what?)
i quite like the ambience.
too bad. no banana today.
we ordered 2 scoops each.
mine was teh terik & nutella
hers was sour sop & reversO
one word : YUMMY!
freshly made.
can go try. hehe.
i wanna go again!!

boo hoo..
gotta study now.
ciaoz!