think write blog

sudddenly have the thought
of sitting down quietly to blog.
hahas!

aww.. it's the last day of sept today!

have been thinking alot lately..
it's all random stuff
well, this stress me alot!!
roars!

i've been so tired since friday
felt so sleepy even when i'm outside
this feeling sucks!

ytd had breakfast n lunch or even dinner @ TPY
suki sakura
stomach was damn bloated for the whole hell day!
how disgusted it is!
sigh..

went jp with sis today
screams!!
i spent $75 dollars on 2 tops
which are bought at RED2
my pay is GONE
but i really love the tops lar (:
hp bills not yet paid :(

sometimes...
i wonder why people lie..
if so, what's their reason?
and what's the point of doing so?
it really sets me thinking..
well..
i guess some things are better to be frank (:
if not, things will get worst after some time..

i also came to realised that..
im quite fortunate at times too
thank God for giving me lovely friends as my greatest gift
i got pampered by them
and i feel so loved ;
even if im older than some of them =x
hehes..

after the guitar performance..
i tell myself that i've actually achieved 1/4 of my goal ((:
wee..
"i'll not give up easily!"
i told myself this!

after that utterly stupid incident
which caused me to think so negatively,
i realised that things can be beautiful if u look at it positively (:
my grades will be affected, yet i still got a B.
Thank God for giving me such a kind-hearted lady faci ^^

-lost my chain of thoughts-
was chatting with friends suddenly =X

err.. guess nth much le bah..
tmr will be a long day for me!
sch n guitar!

& yeah! meeting besties on thurs???!
hope it'll be successful luh..
soo much to update to u guys!

nites peeps!
happy oct tmr to all!

updateS

hello ppl

im suffocating soon!
i feel so busy suddenly.. sigh!

ytd~ sci module..
lols did ppt till head wanna burst!
alot of brain cells are dead.
poor thing! haha!

today..
i feel awfully lousy inside out
feel guilty cux i cant help much
be it the problem or ppt

finally! guitar performance is over!
nervous lah. =x
i've not wasted my effort anyway
cux i've gt lovely peeps from w14c & e35r
to support me! ^^
i love u guys!
i can still hear u all shouting at my names now! XD
how wonderful to have u guys...

also! was given 2 NDA points for tht!
teehee..

had guitar practice today..
no longer on mon only.
Fri also..
cool hah, a way to kill my time..

alright. kinda lazy to type alrdy
tc peeps

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to LIYI!

shitty day!

LOUSY DAY
SHITTY MOOD
WTH!!
DAMN PISSED WITH THIS guy
FISH HIM!!!!
ROARS

cux of him
-we will get lousy grade
-1st time for cognitive
-teared
-ignored my classmates
-didn't meet w14c peeps..

(MR KIU & W14C where are you!?!)

BUT!
thanks to him
-i gt 2 lovely ladies to sayang me lol!
-classmates concerning
thanks ppl (:



those words said are just so beautiful!
really!

mid autumn festival

happy lantern.mooncake day to everyone

no candles
no lanterns
no mooncakes
for this yr..
:(

spent it just like a normal day..
oh wells..

im tired today!
think tmr will be a horrible day!
doom...

oh no.. i have the thought of giving up
can i hold it for long? or is it gg to end soon?
sigh- i'm feeling lousy...

cheer me up pls.

bored

hellO people (:
im bored n free now~
so here i am!

weekdays & weekend was really hectic to me
kinda sad...
school was alright.
but all i can say is most of the faci suck!
i really miss all the past faci i had..
all i can do is to miss them. nth else
this sem faci keep asking lots & lots of qns like no tmr
oh well..

im really exhausted everyday after school!
to think positively, i have something to do at least..
my time is occupied with tons of stuff
isn't this better than me doing nth?

im so bored nw~
worked just now..
heh. saw py again ^^
yeah gt a lil commission today..
still waiting for jul's teehee

i'm used to gg to school already
how fast. just 1 week. dots.
but i ran out of clothes to wear!!

what else..
what else..
shd i work next week?

2nd day of sem 2

hey ppl im here! (:
today is the 2nd day of sem 2..
E35R is still acceptable.
hope it'll get better as time goes by ^^

alright! ytd ytd..
i was so tired.
had guitar practice right after sch & got home at 10 plus. dots
1st day of class was so-so
i didnt fare well during presentation
was nervous seeing so many new faces
didn't speak up much too
though i gt back my sem 1 faci
i feel lousy, seriously

as for today..
it's our enterprise module
dun really like the style of facilitating by the faci
arghs! she loves asking qns~!!
okie.. just the 2nd day of sch ..
i was call "lousy" by my team mate!
HAHA! cux of the powerpoint thingy..
so malu =x
i dont know what's with me today.
tend to speak up in class (:
quite satisfied with myself today

am happy this 2 days..
cux even w14c is not studying tgt
we still went for breakfast!
even today, few of us had dinner at cwp after sch ^^
how fun! i miss w14c lah!

okie.. im here cux i've done with my RJ, quiz & evaluation!
teehee

oh yea.. i don't know how n why..
i managed to figure out a few notes
& play for canon in d ((:
im still so suck at it roars!

more updates to come!
stay tuned ^^

feeling lost..

alright, here are some updates
have been working ytd. BORING!

church & grandma's place as usual for today

guess i wont be here that often after today
sch starts tomorrow! =(
seriously, i've not rested well enough and really enjoy during
the 3 short weeks of hols!

oh nononononono!
who can understand my mood now....
i'm not prepared to meet my new class
alright, tmr will be seeing a familiar faci
i really hope everything will turn out GOOD!
GOD BLESS!

shit lizard!
was scared off by it just now!
IM AFRAID OF LIZARDS!!!!!
guess it's still somewhere in my room..
pls dont let me see it again
& i hope it's dead after dad sprayed insecticide on it!
EWWWW.. irks!

arghs..
i got a feeling that i wouldnt be able to sleep today
sigh!
motivate me ppl..

can you hear me?

FULL day (:

mood was quite alright today (:
much much much better than days ago

was kinda surprise upon receiving the call xD
take care~ can you hear me?

what can i say bout today
it's simple
just 3 things
- spent alot [food, barang barang]
- ate alot [swensens]
- happy [with besties]

oh yea. almost forgot..
that idiotic judi said i'm kb today
see this, pig?! hahas
you then kb! (:

but.. YAY luh! cux WE are meeting again tmr!!

tht's all
pics will be uploaded soon
-owner is lazy today-
teehees

painted a smile on my face

IM FEELING GREAT RIGHT NOW! (((:

but, was not just now..

well it's over

i hope to stay happy till sch starts

cux' i dont want my lousy or whatever shit mood to affect my studies!!


before this night
i spent my day in a wanna-die mood at home
it's really miserable
went out with my ah cha (:
but i've to apologise to her
cux.. i made her feel bad though she's not supposed to feel that way!!
my bad. really.
i wasn't in the right mood right from the start
so even when i'm outside, i didnt talk much
sorry cha..
you pls don't feel bad ok.
i won't too. dont worry (:

ok, so.. which means later..
im so finally going to meet my judi!
judi..pls don't feel like crying k..
(:

alright. time for me to sleep
nites ppl~

bored!

why time passes so fast..

weekends are near; i dread it!

cux' sch is starting soon. boo

happy; finally a day for me to rest!

sad ; feeling damn bored at home!

disappointment*

I JUST FEEL LIKE SCREAMING out loud!

having slight flu out of a sudden

irks!

awful drawings during sermon on sun xD

go ahead & laugh ppl

i'm blissful to have them! (sq & mj)

they went to do this

while waiting for me to end my guitar practice

was late to meet them yet to receive this small gift

i'm loving it!

thanks ladies ((:

IM BORED, ppl

some updates @ 0126

im bored again.. that explains why im here

ha!

I LOVE MY DAD!!

had cravings for waffle out of sudden just now

i called him but couldn't reach him

so i was like in the never mind mood

i went back to my room then

he came back hearing from my mum that i wanted waffle

upon hearing, he went to buy!

i know nothing at that moment

till the waffle is bought back

& there was my mum who came knocking on my door

holding the piping hot waffles..

DAMN im so touched :'(

how sweet can he be..

i want my future bf to be as sweet as him ((: ha!

who'll be the next person to surprise & make me feel touched?

i wonder..

BLAH!

long day..

had a super long day..
backed home not long ago
perhaps, it's better to stay out than staying at home
i intentionally occupied myself;
not wanting me to feel empty and do nothing
this makes me THINK alot..
& it's making me exhausted mentally

DID ALOT OF THINKING TODAY;
when i'M
on bus (especially)
practicing guitar
seeing people around me
meeting my SQ n MJ! finally gt to meet my ahC out (:

im gald that i didnt miss guitar lesson today
if not..
i cant imagine how mad can i be

HA!
as usual..
kun rong made us laughed hard again!
okay.. got to play at least half of the English Country Song -__-"
last part was really hard~

met SQ n MJ at causeway
then trained to JE
SQ n me bus-ed to WM
home sweet home


not gonna expect anything from anything/anyone

yawns

dead beat!

im super exhausted now
after long hrs of guitar practicing
okay. today's practice ended late so i gt home late too :S
something funny happened again.. with kun rong around
it made me laughed so hard and long..
just couldn't stop laughing.
i wish i could be doing this more often (:
can i?

my new class; E35R
okay, it's far! sigh
hopefully everything will turn out good
shan't comment anything now xD
cux i know nuts bout this class

that shd be all for now..
tired !!

feeling better after emo-ed

alright i shall blog decently after some emo-ing
please pardon me (:

it makes me feel better after chatting with friends -sq.ly.lf-
see ya guys soon!
miss all lots!

okies. went church today..
my bad; was drawing away during sermon =x
there r pics but nt yet uploaded =x

alright! finally my guitar is in a piece now!
broken string fixed though i feel it's not the same as the old one
* just like human feelings*

went PS with cousin Silas n Sis
walked around n around
snacks n bought some stuff

went grandma's place to slack
ard 7 plus i requested to go home..
im beat n not in the mood
lols.
went home n it doesn't feel good as well..

till now.
i really feel better emotionally.

oh man.. im doomed
i still can't figure out how to play English Country Song
arghs!
gotta practice a bit before i turn in
heh

* GET WELL SOON, MX*
(:

-

i don't know what's happening
can you please tell me why
i want to know

what goes around comes around

am i reading too much into it

or

am i right having those thoughts


perhaps

i should learn to be more ignorant

feeling so sucky

i'll never allow me to feel this way EVER again!

-time for me to wake up-

not right

Happy 19th Birthday Che Shong

Happy 23rd Birthday Elaine


ARGHS!
feeling so not right
can i get to sleep later?
shall see..

only.u.can.brighten.up.my.day.

where's my soul!?

my soul has been missing since i woke up..
where has it gone to?!
ha~ what a dream i had last night..
i wanna carry on with my dream! can i?

oh well..
feel so dead w/o my soul
working can numb me (:
i felt nothing
but my brain is working damn hard :(

backed home
sis surprised me with a body shop perfume
thanks sis
this is the only thing which brightens up my entire day
I LOVE U!
perhaps.. next time buy me a ralph lauren perfume..
i'll love u even more and will even KISS u!
hahahas, okie im mad

im bored so am here to blog
but there's nth much for me to type!

ciaoz

down-high day

well, today looks so Saturday to me. HA!

was really feeling so-dunno-what-to-do that kind of mood
was really lousy feeling that way
everything's just not right
but hey!
thank U (you who always call me "gal") for trying so hard to entertain me! :)
thank cousin silas who made me laugh infront of the screen so hard & loud like nobody business
you guys brightened up my day ((:

went to SGH to visit 3rd uncle (he who bought me many pair of shoes)
hope he'll recover soon!

went to far east for spaghetti and mushroom soup
3rd aunt tgt with her 2 precious n me!
quite yummy! can go try teehees!

after that, went to CCK with the 2 lil cousins
bought our stuff and head to Mac
home sweet home (:

damn.. im bored nw again
boohoo!

BOOOOOOO!

just came back from work..
TIRED

many random things happened at/after work
-raymond (manager) came saying that he finally saw me~
-small boy smiled at a small girl (both sitting in trolley) CUTE!
-some things told by colleague
-another small boy talked to stranger around him,
asking lots n lots of qns

suddenly feel so MOODY
don't ask why..

*give me something to believe!*

one more week of holidays
but how many exact days did i really enjoy myself so far?
less than a day i reckoned

a new chapter of life is beginning soon....

im glad; (:

it hugs me to sleep every night

to be continued...

happy!

didnt go to BMTC visit (tekkong) today..

wasted an experience :(

im gonna barred from all CCC talks/events for 3 freakin mths

HO!!

GPA is out

just checked

and here's my results..

my GPA is 3.0

teehee.. quite happy with it alrdy.

at least i hit my target

though i think the grade isnt that good afterall.

i tell myself tat..

i'm gonna..

work harder

speak up more

present better

in sem 2!

wish me luck (:

take care peeps

undescribable feeling

weather is damn cold today
im feeling wobbly and havin' backaches as well
blame that im a girl

guitar practice as usual
finger tips are hardened
new piece are given to 3 of us
seniors wanted us to form a small group
& choose which section (1,2,3) to play among ourselves..
we have to figure the melody out ourselves..
next week have to play..
God Bless!
arghs..

tmr gg to sch again..
now it's for bmtc visit
i regretted signing up!

boo hoo..

aunties/old people are awfully cute!!!
be it physically or mentally lar Lol
heh. heard a convo from one auntie to another.
lazy to type out..
=p
yes. my grandma is cute too!
LOVE her to bits

hoho.. my ah cha came to talk to me in msn le
get gg!
ciaoz ppl

tiredy!

im very tired today!!
thanks to insomia i had ytd!

guitar practice all day.
im so not in the mood today..
dont feel like doing any talking at all.
perhaps im tired.

took the same bus as my guitar mate
a malay guy.. shees i forgotten his name! =x
he didnt alight at his stop
& i didnt ask why
near btbatok..
him: i send u home ah.
me: haha! no need la. you gg bbdc right?
him: no.. temple..
me: oh(convinced).. really ah?(after thinking twice)
him: no la bbdc
me: chey hahahhas!
bad of him.. lols!

boohoo..
tmr another long long day..
performance coming soon.. real soon
im bad at timing.. realli bad!
buck up lar!

tht's all.

sleepyheady me

im like a dead person today
no matter how my marmie woke me up
i still wldn't get up
i feel seriously bad for skipping church today
roars!

how tired can i be?
woke up nearly in the noon
& went back to sleep after a few hrs
lazy me!

chatted with xu hao for awhile in msn
he'd actually vedio call-ed me
LOL
his hair is BOMBARD-ed
he found himself a gf.. so soon!?
ha! glad he enjoys himself..

not much to update also
was stucked at home the whole day
feel rather nice tsk

LEMONS!

my loves..

one week of holiday just ended like that
so dull!
but ytd was the most happening one!
just for that short short period of time..
it's all worth while (:

2 more weeks to go!
i'll be occupied most of the days in the coming week
shall not spend too much $$ this week..

3rd week of holidays..
guess it's time for me to stay at home..
doing what i shd do...

guitar tmr!
another long long day for me
uh-oh!

oh cool.. i can hear the rain outside

nice to sleep tonight!

tht's all for today.

updates; that's nt all

thanks uncle Mac for buying this for me ^^

this is like the... 2345676543 pairs alrdy

Wahaha!

wonderful sat night

i had a bad saturday morning..
but!
i had a great night spent!

a bday celebration for Shong!
but it's not his actual bday yet.
shall wish him on the day itself again
hope he'd enjoyed anyway and i believe he had..
cux i've received his sms after returning home

went to MS for pizza initially
ha! ya.. specially for pizza?
cux we're sick of gg to nearby places luh!
chillchill.
saw my friend working there!
oh gosh! miss her lots!
nice of her to give us discount.
a piece of icecream cake for her after everything
just a small token of appreciation ^^

some small lil shopping here and there..
oh my.. so many many things i wanna buy
but i cant..
im broke now.. sobs..
only if money fall from the sky LOL
nah.. will earn first!
and.. we had a round of daytona haas
thanks Jeff!

after that, we decided to go holland.v to chill
Eski Bar was our decision eventually
it was nice! had lotsa fun!
haas. tooks lotsa pics..
but can't upload now cux the pics are not with me.
guess it'll be a damn long time to get 'em

after chillin' we went to clementi for supper
DAMN FULL now!
Thanks Shong n Jeff ..
then.. cabbed home
teehee..


*too full to sleep

LOUSY sat

feeling so Lousy now!
here's the only corner for me to RANT silently ...
why am in a foul mood now?
GOD KNOWS
whatever..
not gg to bother things anymore (for the time being luh)

ytd watched 881 with family (:
not bad la.. but i still prefer eng movies in cinemas
to me.. i wld rather watch chi movie on vcd

how how how...
what's keeping me hah?!
so pissed with myself! DAMN ME!

peace